Ally's Dreams

Chapter 43 - Glasses

I can't feel my legs anymore, but it's to hard to get back up. I'm sitting on the floor in my dad's room, well what was my fathers room. I've been sifting through his stuff, his clothes which I mostly put in a bin bag to give to charity. It's been 3 weeks since he passed.
Now I'm placing all his books into a boxes, being an author my father has what seems like an endless supply of books. I keep some of the books that seem interesting to me. Then I keep some of the books that have memory's, like the once he'd written, his copy of The Hunger Games. It had been the first book that I'd ever read that me and dad both enjoyed. "Gus" I call and then seconds later Gus pops his head In "Can you help me up please " I reach my hand up while he pulls me up from the floor. "You done?" he ask as I pull down my large red and black stripped jumper (A/N- outfit on the side) I nod telling Gus that I'am. "Okay so what's got to go where?" Gus asks, then Gus loads all the charity stuff into the car and we both drive to our local charity shop.
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"Okay so our flights are booked for Sunday 7am" That's 3 days. I nod telling Gus that I heard him, we're sitting in the hospital waiting to see and doctor for my eyes. Since the accident I've seen a large decrease in my eye sight so we were called back in. "Ally Hutch?" The nurse calls my name.
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"I can't believe I have to wear fucking glasses" I moan as Gus and I get out the car, I move the glasses on my noes. "You look so young with them on" he rests his hand on my shoulder, then the snapping of camera go off.
"Gus are you and Mary still together?"
"Who's the new guy?"
I give Gus a look, he frowns pulling me closer to him.
"Ally where's Harry?"
"How's the baby?"
"Your 7 months now?"
I'm happy they hadn't mention dad, they seem to respect us with our grieving. Harry and I are another thing, I haven't seen him since the hospital. Things in both of our lives have been crazy. He's just finishing up his small American tour.
Life's just been getting In the way.

Gus and I enter subway which I've been craving, "what the matter with you and Mary?" I ask queuing to order
"Nothing really"
"So who's the new guy then?" I ask him, Gus orders both our meals
"He's someone she going to be working with soon" he whispers.
"What about you and Harry?" He nudges me while I sip on my drink, "we haven't spoken since the hospital"
"Really!!" He sounds surprises.
"Why do you sounds so surprised" I ask then bite into my sandwich. "Well we speak every day" I look into his eye hoping that he's lying. "Also Tom came to the house yesterday when you were sleeping. He also bought some baby grows. I left them in the nursery" he sips his drink.
"It's like ghost of the ex's day" I feel like I'm going to cry.
Then Gus does something weird he tells me and joke. Coursing me laugh till I'm in tears.
Then he tells me it again, I laugh not as hard. He keeps repeating the joke over and over until I stop laughing.
Then he says "If you can't laugh, at the same joke over and over again, why do you keep crying over and over people who hurt you over and over again?" I shake my head. "I love you so much Ally, but you got to stop people walking over you all the time" he kisses my forehead.
Life is too damn short to constantly be at war with yourself. I'm better that this, you are important, I'm are important. I'm loved. Don't let your dark thoughts make you think otherwise.

With the ever person I lose, life becomes more meaningful when you realise the simply fact that you'll never get to live twice.

Moving back to LA might be a bad thing but it's where all my family is and from now on it's all going to be about my baby.
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