Anxiety Attacks

Loosing grip

The fuzzy liquid seems in a rush
Racing from my eyes, streaming down my cheeks
My mind is traveling through the time
Yet I'm still stuck in here waiting for myself to be fine

I'm waiting for nothing because my fantasy isn't the reality
I'm waiting for the best but I need to meet it halfway
I wanted to meet it halfway but I can't move my feet
My soul rooted down the floor, I can't walk niether can't seat

I'm lost of words but still trying to write.
I've lost my mind but still trying to fight.
I'm losing my grip but still holding tight.
I'm giving my best, but I don't know if I'm doing it right

Darkness filled my soul until it is no longer visible
Escaping through it all but I am already tangible
Weaknesses tried to reign and ruled the inner of me
I became a slave of grief and endless melancholy

I cried for help but no one came
My confidence knuckles down and no one have to blame
Im always there for them, but they can't do the same
I've tried to explain my side but they called me insane

Save me please cause I can't fight anymore
Loneliness is hunting me I can't run for more
I'm loosing my grip I can't hold it tight
Goodbye, Im sorry I can't no longer fight.