Skool Luv Affair ✘ Haechan

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Confession
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You were utterly confused as to what Mr jeon meant. "You see I'm a good match maker too"
" Good luck sorting your own love life y/n"

" What the fuck is going on?" You asked while breathing heavily.

" I'm sorry but I asked mr jeon to do it" you quickly turned around hearing that familiar voice.

There stood Mr Lee aka Haechan your brothers best friend and your maths teacher. The room was pretty dark but you could still make out the outline of his face through it.

He walked towards the window and opened it which brightened the room a little.

He turned around and faced you with a serious look.

Now You weren't gonna stand for this. You wouldn't be locked in a room alone with this man. Mr jeon seemed to know that he was one of your weaknesses.

"Um, you seem to have bunking my classes recently" Haechan said. " can I know why?" He asked with a concerned look.

You lost your words so easily in his presence. For the past couple of days, you have blocked off any thoughts of him that lingered in your mind, hoping that that was the way to rid your stupid feelings for him.

But every time he came walking back into your life, you went walking right out of your mind. And when you looked at him now, you saw the strangest, most peculiar look in his eyes.

"I know your embarrassed probably to what happened that day..," Haechan said a little nervously. " But I need to know why'd you do that? I need answers y/n"

You just stayed silent. You couldn't spit out any witty comments or come up with an excuse. Heck You couldn't even think straight.

"So, can you please explain me what has been happening past days?" Haechan asked quietly.

You didn't realise that you had walked back every time he questioned you. Now you were backed up against the wall and Haechan stood about 3 feet in front of you.

You leaned against the wall. "There's nothing to explain.. just leave me alone.." you finally muttered looking down.

" But there's clearly something wrong y/n! Why can't you just tell me?" He asked while stepping closer.

the outburst then came. "Maybe something's wrong with YOU. Did you ever think of that?" You asked a bit annoyed while staring at him.

"Well, I've gotta admit, y/n. You haven't really been yourself recently," haechan proposed.

"Why do you care so much Mr Lee? It's my life I'll behave the way I fucking want too! You don't get to question me that!" You stated, by now you lost control. You shouldn't have let that happen, but your emotions got the best of you. You were practically fuming at this point. Anything that you thought now was very likely going to come flying from your mouth. You didn't care at this point.

But Wait. There was more. "Listen Mr Lee you are a teacher your not supposed to be talking with me this way! Where did your professionalism go? You had no fucking right to ask Mr jeon to lock me here with you!! What the fuck do you want? How long are you planning on torturing me? ." you spat angrily while looking at him.

Haechan's expression quickly changed, he seemed to be offended. " Says the one who's been torturing me since day one" he spat then stepped closer and held your chin.

" You fucking started this Ms Na! You suddenly stopped being the brat and acted weirdly! I never asked you to fucking Kiss me! I never asked you to confess to me!!" He spat harshly still holding onto your chin for you to stare at him.

The tears you have been holding finally slipped, Mr Lee dropped his hand from your chin and ruffled his hair in frustration.

" I'm sorry.." you muttered while looking down.

" I'm sorry Haechan.. I didn't want to do this.. I just couldn't help my self.. I thought I was being too bratty with you that's why I stopped but then I realised something new.. which I haven't felt for anyone before.. I started taking interest in every bit of you..."

" I realised I was falling for you... and all this time when I irritated you in the class it was just to get your attention..."

" I stopped completely when I realised it.. I didn't want to bother you anymore.. I'm sorry.. I'm sorry for confessing to you out of the blue and kissing you.."

" I just couldn't hold onto my feelings you know.. I- I jus- just like you a lot.." you still stared down not wanting see his reaction.

Hearing no reply you bit your bottom lip and looked up to see him staring down at you with a blank face.

" You can charge complain on me for harassing you.."

Boy, that was a load off your chest. You were beginning to feel lighter, like someone had lifted the world off your shoulders. Of course, you had no intention of telling him all of this.

"Y/n.. I will not complain about you.." Haechan spoke silently.

You just stared at him. Silence.

"Jaemin and I have been best friends for a long time and I wouldn't do this to his sister.." Haechan continued. "Heck that's not the only reason why I don't want too..."

" I- I .. fuck" he ran his left hand through his hair in frustration then stared back at you.

Huh? What was this? Was this another moment where you'd get your hopes up and have them slammed back down to earth like a cement slab? Your heart had flitted into overdrive anyway.

You couldn't say anything. You wouldn't say anything. Not when whatever you said could cause your downfall.

"When you stopped troubling me, I already knew something was up.. And then when I noticed you quite in my classes, I knew there was something different." Haechan turned his back to you. "But the difference I saw wasn't in you. It was in me."

It seemed he was beating around the bush.

"We grew irritating each other. You're my best friend's baby sister. You're so much younger than I am. You're my student," Haechan added. "But I just can't fight this feelings anymore." He turned back to you.

" I don't want to see you as my student anymore.."

Ha- How you like that? ;)