Angels?

Chapter 13

I had to think about that for a minute. I hadn't expected that reaction, I just expected them to tell me that I was to come back with them to Europe. I didn't know the answer, maybe my family would come with me? No, I couldn't force them to do that. But I couldn't make the boys stay with me here. I don't think I can give them an answer yet, I have to think.

"I...I need you, but I need them. I can't give you an answer yet, maybe tomorrow. I just need to talk to some of the others. I'm sorry." And I am, I wish I could give a clear answer. I start to get sad and I feel Kat next to me. I was about to say something but got cut off.

"Kitten do not apologize, this must be hard for you. We can wait." Oliver pipes up, which surprised me. "Ollie is right, we have so much time. No matter what you decide." Leonardo says.

"Thank you," I say looking at them. They are still willing to wait for me. I couldn't be luckier. I feel Kat nudge me and she points to the wall. I sigh loudly, it's time to leave. They need to prepare for tomorrow.

"Alright boys, I sadly have to leave. I enjoyed this. I hope to see you all tomorrow at the finish line. If you succeed, you will get my answer at the end. Goodbye my loves," I blow a kiss and go to the door. Not leaving till I hear a reply back.

"Goodbye Little One," They all said in unison. I sucked in a loud breath and reluctantly walked out the door. Kat following me out, sending Romans' men in to help them. "That was hard Kat, I was about ready to pounce of them," I say walking to the common room.

"I know Bella, one more night. You can do this." Kat reply's taking my hand and squeezing it. I squeeze back. We eventually reach the common room, I open the door and walk-in. Ready for this to all be over.

(Time skip to later in Bella's Room)

That night I toss and turn in my bed. Unable to fall asleep, no matter how many things I try. There is a constant bugging at the back on my mind. I sit up and slip on my favorite light grey robe. I walk over to the desk and begin to write a note.

After I finish writing the note I get up out of my bed and start to head to my men's room. I shouldn't do this but I had to. If the girls find out they will kill me. But I have to. The journey takes a few minutes, due to me having to move rooms. That wasn't technically my fault. I finally reach their room. We gave them one huge room because we felt they would be more comfortable with each other. I put my note on the floor along with a flower I brought, and then make a quick dash around the door.

I hope I don't wake them up by doing this. I shrug and do it anyway. I let down my mind block, I don't even know why I have it up anymore. Here it goes.

'GO OPEN YOUR DOOR' I hear commotion and running towards the door. It's Clyde who opens the door and grabs the note and flower. I see him look around for a little, but then he shrugs and heads back inside. I open up the link again.

'Sorry for the scare. I'm not supposed to do this so don't tell anyone. It was nice to see you Clyde without a blindfold, your eyes are really pretty. Enjoy my gift. I hope to see you all tomorrow. Goodnight :)'

I turn around and start to head back to my room. A bright smile on my face.

A/N: I thought I should put what the note said at the end, so here it is.

Hello Clyde, Cassius, Westley, Leonardo, Oliver, Theodore, and Sebastian. I'm not usually one for rule breaking but I had this nagging feeling in the back of my mind as I was trying to sleep. So I'm hoping writing and delivering this will release me of that feeling. I wanted that no matter what happens tomorrow we will be together. This isn't my answer just a simple fact. I do have my answer now, but that news is for tomorrow. I might accidentally talk about a lot of things in this letter, I'm more confident in writing then I will ever be to say these things allowed.

These past few nights I have been thinking about what it must feel to be loved. I am loved by family and friends, I know that. But to be romantically loved. Because here's the thing, I've never been in love with someone. That is before you all came into my life. Now I get to be loved by seven people! How I managed to pull seven wonderful, caring, and drop-dead gorgeous men is beyond me.

I hope as you are reading this that you are all with each other. Surrounded in each other's warm embrace. I know that you all aren't just my soulmates, you all are each other's as well. I see the way you smile at one another when someone speaks. I may never be able to make up for the years I spent without you all. But I hope to try if you will let me.

As I'm sure Ava talked about. The girls and my family are very protective of me. I may not be the youngest but they see me as some porcelain doll and treat me with such delicacy. I even have a porcelain doll the girls got me, I take it with me everywhere. Sorry that was off topic, moving on. Granted I am very emotional all the time, but I'm not glass. I can take hard things, I've done it before. There are some things I can't tell you overwriting. But eventually, I will open up to you about my past. As hard as that will be for me, I fell a need to. I want to tell you but you need to actually see me first. I'm sure you will all tell me your pasts and how you came to be together someday.

For you see my loves, we have all the time in the world. I promise. Goodnight my darlings, sleep well. Love each other while I'm not there to. Sleep well, you have a big day tomorrow.

Love forever,

Bella