LISA'S POV
He looks happy, not like me who's been miserable for days, straight.
I'm glad, his happy now. It made me relief that my decision to let him go, made him happy.
Although, he's not smiling the way he shows me when we're alone, but i know deep down. He's happy.
He was talking about the Collaboration Stage and I can see that he's stealing glances at me but I don't mind. Maybe his looking at Ella not me.
He waved his hands and started to exit. I smile, following his back while his walking.
I hope she loves you the way I love you. I hope she makes you happy, the way I made you happy.
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I am so happy about the Collaboration Stage! I can't wait to team up with Xin Liu. She's been my favorite since day 1.
Because she's really cool, she has that sexy vibe.
She's handsome too, for a girl. Sometimes I would think if she's a guy, dressing like a girl.
Hours passed by and I'm extremely happy, the trainees that I've wanted to team up with, really came in me.
Later on, a staff announced that Me and Mentor Ella will be having a Girl Talk with the girls, so it made me excite for some reasons. I'm quite of sad, I hope I'm there, but because of COVID, we can't travel anymore.
When the shoot was over, Rośe unnie came in the room and she handed me the cake.
I smiled, she smiled too and sit beside me.
"You doing good?" she ask, in korean.
"Yes. I'm surprise to myself, I don't tear up in front of him." I proudly said. And she laugh. Patting my back.
"Good for you. I have some bad news for you." She said. I nod and look at her.
"Your manager is quitting, I don't know the reason, but recently he's been very distance to us." She said. I notice that too, lately he's been distance to us, especially to me.
And I didn't know that he's quitting.
Rośe unnie helped me pack the things, here in my office. I was glad she was here.
"Can you open it now to me, Lisa? It's been days. And we are still confuse what happen that night." She said after putting my things in my table. I sigh. Maybe it's time.
"When I was about to turn my way to Kun's room, I saw him." Rośe unnie gave me a tissue when she notice that my tears are starting to fall.
It still hurts, The pain is still here. I can still feel the hatred inside me.
I pick a tissue and wipe it in my eyes.
"I was about to approach him, but I saw him grab K-kyulkyung." My voice crack, I blow a breath, hoping that I will calm down.
"Let it out, Lisa. I'm here for you, we are." she said and I can see the worried in her eyes.
"Kyukyung confessed her love to him and ask him if he loves her too, and he responded yes." my tear finally rolled down my cheeks. One, two, three until its not uncountable.
"He even denied that he has a girlfriend, what am I then? His slut?" I cried, she pat my head and hug me, and then I hear my door opening, revealing Jennie, and Jisoo unnie.
I saw them tearing up and hug me too. I cried harder, this my problem, when someone comforts me, I cried harder.
" What's wrong with me? Am I too clingy to him?" I ask them, they shook thier heads.
"No, Lisa. You are the sweetest and the prettiest lady I've ever seen in my life. Your personality makes us happy." Jennie Unnie said comforting me.
"Then why? Why he cheated on me? Am I not enough?" I ask, pain visible in my voice.
I saw a tear escape from Rośe unnie's eyes. She wipe it away and smile at me.
"You are enough, Lisa! It's just that he's blind to see that." Rośe Unnie said, wiping my tears.
"Maybe I'm just for fun." I laugh, realizing how Kun used me.
"No, Lisa. He's a dumbass for using you, every guy will do everything just to have someone like you, to have you." Jisoo unnie said. They all nod.
I'm happy they are here for me, they are my only family here in Korea and I love them so much.
"Don't let yourself down, you'll definitely find someone better than him." Rośe said happily and pat my head.
"Yeah! Your too beautiful to not have a boyfriend, show him that your okay without him!" Jisoo unnie said, showing me her fist, I laugh at her.
"Don't worry, we will help you move on." Jennie Unnie added, I smile.
"I love you girls, thank you." I said and hug them.
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Teen FictionWhat if two people was brought by fate for them to meet in the survival show. Youth With You. Representative Producer KUN and Dance Mentor Lisa. Started : May 27, 2020. Ended : January 4, 2021.