𝘉𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘉𝘺 𝘍𝘢𝘵𝘦 ||𝗞𝗨𝗡 𝗫 𝗟𝗜𝗦𝗔

Chapter 36

Lisa's POV

"Thank you for spending time with us, Blackpink." the director said. We bow and hug him.

"No problem, it was fun joining you guys." Rośe unnie said in English.

We hug the crew and when it's time to hug the casts. I gulped. I'm going to hug Kun.

I hug AngelaBaby first and then the others and Kyulkyung. I saw how she rolled her eyes and hug me.

"We're not yet over." I heard her whisper. I smiled and whisper in her ears too.

"Oh yeah? Bring it on. I'm ready." I said before letting her go.

I blink my eyes when I saw Kun's cold eyes. Earlier he gave me his towel. I didn't argue with him anymore cause we are filming and also I'm cold at that time.

I hug him and I felt him stiffen. I smiled, secretly. So I still have that affect to him after all.

I was about to pull the hug when I felt his arms wrap into my waist.

"5 secs more, please. I miss you, so bad." he whisper. I nod. Fulfilling his wish.

When I let go, I saw how his eyes saddened. I blink my eyes and walk towards my member who is smiling at me.

I rolled my eyes. They are teasing me again.

"It's nothing." I said and they raised their eyebrows at me.

"We didn't ask, Lisa." Jennie said and I blush. Am I too defensive?

We bow one last time before entering our van. I sigh. Now we are back to normal.

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I picked my phone and uploaded a picture of me on Instagram.

I was about to exit the app when a pop in my notification caught my attention. It was a notification of my fake account.

I shrugged and open my fake account and there I saw Kun is live again.

The last time he was live, he sang a song that is requested by his fans and answer some questions. The last question he answered before he ended his live, is he has a crush and he answered that he had a crush before and she is living in Thailand. I don't know but at that time, I keep on thinking of who it was and my delusional heart keeps on saying that it's me who he had crush with before.

But seriously? Who am I fooling. Maybe he had a crush on some Thailand Celebrities.

I clicked his profile and I saw him, wearing Black T-Shirt with a White Cap and he wears a Silver Chain. I blushed on how gorgeous he looks right now.

"So today, I will be singing lots of songs that describe my emotions this past few days." he said and a lots of comments filled the comment section.

"So a lot of you guys are asking of my relationship with Kyulkyung. I just wanna say that we're good." he said. I'm really glad Jisoo taught me how to speak Chinese and now I can understand them.

"Let's start." he said and strum the guitar.

I fell by the wayside like everyone else
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, but I was just kidding myself
Our every moment, I start to replace
'Cause now that they're gone, all I hear are the words that I needed to say

I saw how he close his eyes, feeling the beat and the lyrics. I can't see his eyes, because he's wearing a cap, but I know that he's closing his eyes.

When you hurt under the surface
Like troubled water running cold
Well, time can heal, but this won't

I close my eyes, why do I feel that he's saying this message to me? Am I beeing delusional again? I shake my head. It's not for you, Lisa. Stop dreaming.

So, before you go
Was there something I could've said to make your heart beat better?
If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather
So, before you go
Was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting?
It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless
So, before you go

I cried when the song ended. I saw how he fix his cap and sang another song. I read the comments.

@lilikunkun_ : it's so sad, is it for Lisa?

@punnypie : Cheer up! We love you.

@lovebumbom : I wish I'm there to give you a hug.

@crackheadlalisamanoban : you miss her?

@ikun2536 : you'll get through it! Jiayo! 💗

@lovekunkun : We love you, cheer up King.

@kunkun : King, we will support you always.

@caixukun.fanpage : it hurts, your voice is so beautiful and deep. Cheer up kunkun! 💓

There's a lot of it but I ignore it and decided to listen to Kun.

He close his eyes again and strum the guitar.

I can really feel the pain, the voice is so deep that made me admire him more. The song fits his voice.

Your doing great, Kun. I'm so proud of you.