I know it's been awhile sorry I had a brain fart lol fart :D so hope you enjoy and please ignore the errors, I am fixing them
Micah froze at Alyssa's sudden outburst, as Alyssa sat there nervously waiting for a reply. Micah stood up and was about to say something that was going to soon ruin their bond and relationship.
Alyssa's POV:
"Uh, I don't feel the same, I need time to think, maybe I should go. I hope you enjoy your gift, bye Alyssa."
Just like that he was gone, the boy I just told I love him, left. Wow, I am so stupid I probably just lost a boyfriend and a best friend all in one. I felt the tears I had been holding back rush down my face. I now sat in the middle of my living room weeping. I soon stopped and my face was now red, my hair was all messy and damp from tears, my nose was red, and my eyes were puffy. After an hour of sitting in the living room I got up took all my presents I had gotten from Micah, took them upstairs and threw them in my closet. It took me awhile because I'm only 5'1 and that teddy bear was huge. That was the definition of the struggle. So I decided I needed to cope with this empty feeling in my stomach and decided to grab my phone to text my friend Melanie. However, when I looked at my phone I saw that I had 10 messages.
Ethan: Hey um....I was wondering if we could hang out over the break :)
Ally: Hey girl wassup we need to chill soon because I miss you so much! :(
I smiled as I saw three messages from Melanie.
Melanie: Buddy!
Melanie: Don't you leave me, you better come visit today!
Melanie: Don't make me come over there! I know where you live!
I let out a little chuckle as I began to scroll down to see the other messages. Then my face fell as I saw five messages from Micah.
Micah: I'm sorry about leaving you like that
Micah: I just didn't know what to say
Micah: I wanted to say I love you too.
Micah: I couldn't because I don't know if I do yet
Micah: I didn't want to hurt you, I'm sorry Alyssa
I felt my heart hurting more and more as I read the messages. I can't believe this, why am I hurting so much, it's only been about a week. Why am I so hurt by this? Of course he needs time,it hasn't been long, ugh I need advice. I finally texted Melanie.
Alyssa: Buddy! I need help!
Melanie: What happened?! Who did it?! I'll kill em!!!
I laughed, she sure does know how to cheer me up I went from 0 to 100 real quick!
Alyssa: No no buddy lol it's fine. But I need advice I think I just lost my best friend and my boyfriend. I think I made a wrong choice.
Melanie: Awww buddy what did you say?
Alyssa: I told him...that I loved him
Melanie: YOU WHAT?!?!!?
I jumped a little and continued to text back.
Alyssa: I know it was soon but I can't help how he makes me feel! I've been knowing him since school started so I've grown close to him. And I DO love him...
Melanie: ...Aw buddy look I know you feel that way for him but don't scare him off! Jesus! Just tell him that it's ok if he doesn't feel the same.
I knew I shouldn't have told him I'll apologize but I have to do it in person.
Hm, I shall go to his house and tell him that it's ok if he doesn't feel the same. I felt more confident, and as soon as I tell him I will feel relief.
Sorry I know it's short but I'm going to try and add a little action in the story. I also might add some funny parts. :)
