Concealed Identity (Kageyama x Hinata)

Chapter 1

I look in the mirror with the large aid bandage in my hand. I tighten my bra and begin to wrap up my chest tightly squeezing my boobs. I clench my teeth and grunt in pain. I feel like I'm suffocating. I pull on my gym clothes and grab my backpack making my way to the door.

"Oh wait! Almost forgot." I walk back into my bedroom and pull out the bow my mom had placed in my hair this morning and shove it in my drawr. I look at myself in the mirror and nod my head.

"Much better."

I begin to make my way to the meeting point where Kageyama is waiting. I run up to him and jump up to his height.

"Goodmorning Kageyama!" I yell and he just shoves me farther away from him with a scold on his face.

"Someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed." I begin to laugh after recieving a heavy wack on the back of my head by him. We prepare to get ready to race to the gym room but he grabs my sash yanking me back right when he says go making him get a large head start. I chase after him at full speed heaving heavily. I clutch my chest struggling to breath and end up catching up to him.

"Haha!!! Not so fast, are you Kageyama?!" Just as were about to tie I leap ahead onto the steps in front of the gym door.

"I WIN!" I yell while collapsing to the ground laughing and wheezing at the same time. Kageyama struggles to talk as he leans over with his hands on his knees gasping for air.

"H. . . .Hinata." He finally spits out.

"Yeah??" I sit up making my chest hurt even more. My lungs try to suck in more air but the wrapping around it does not allow it.

"Why do you always wheeze and stuff after running? You play sports so its very unhealthy for you to sound like that." He points out as a matter of fact. I just shake my head.

"Nah, I just eat a lot if food, thats all." He scoffs and mumbles.

"Dumbass." I stand up and shove him backwards gently in the shoulder.

"Why dont you say that to my face King!" He stands up straight towering over me. He shoves me back making me stumble on a step and him falling on me. I fall backwards and he trips over my foot falling right after me. His hands make contact with my chest as he goes to catch himself making a scream escape me. His weight presses into my boobs making me punch him in the face off of me. I clutch my chest, tears streaming down my face. Kageyama just looks down at his hands then back at me with his eyes wide in shock. I push past him and run to the bathroom in the gym. I lock the stall door behind me and with one swift movement take off my shirt. I unwrap the aid bandage and let my breast breath. I sit on the seat finally able to breath.

I hear the door open and close behind them hearing them lock the door.

"Hinata?" I hear a familiar voice. Oh shit! Kageyama!!!

"Uhm yeah?!" I ask trying not to sound suspicious as I wrap my chest up once again. I wince at the pain bitting my lip tightly. He knocks on my stall door and I notice I draped my shirt over the door. I snatch it quickly and pull it back on opening the stall door ubruptly.

"Yes Kageyama?" I smile akwardly and walking over to wash my hands.

"You didnt even flush. What were you doing?" He acts suspiciously while turning off the faucet. I begin to feel my heart beat tightly making my chest hurt.

"I uhm. . ." My mind begins to race for an excuse.

"Well dumbass?" He says making me face him. What do I say?!?!?

"I uhm. . . you know. . ." I stutter looking for what to say. Kageyama approaches me.

"Your bad at lying shitface." With that he lives the room making my knees grow weak. Oh god. . . I splash water on my face and walk out of the bathroom as practice is about to start. I see Kageyama setting for Asahi to spike and Nishinoya recieving them.

"ROLLIIIING THUNDEEERRR!!!" Nishinoya yells while rolling on the ground recieving Asahis spikes.

"Okay guys! Were heading to training camp tomorrow at 5 AM, make sure your up and ready!" Daichi announces to the whole club room. We all head over to the net.

"Were doing all three on threes today guys! Kageyama, Hinata, and Tanaka will be a team while Sugawara, Tsukishima, and Yamaguchi will be a team. Okay lets go!" We meet the other team on opposite sides of the net.

Kageyama scolds me right before turninf back getting ready to recieve Yamaguchis serve. What is his issue. . . I think he may know. I look down at my chest which seems pretty flat due to the wrapping. I just need to get through training camp for now.

By the end of practice its me and Sugawaras turn to put everything away. We unhindge the net from the poles and wrap it up. When Suga comes face to face with me he holds tightly onto the net not letting me put it away.

"Hinata. . ." He says sternly scaring me. I'm never heard him say something like that!

"Uh, y-yes?" He grabs the net putting it away then walks over to a bench patting next to him. I sit next to him and he looks me in the eyes.

"Hinata, what are you hiding?" HE KNOWS!? No, what do I say. . .

"Oh uhm?? What are you yalking about? Heh...." Damn it! I blew it. . . My heart immedietly stops at his next few words.

"You never change with us for one and two, I saw you and Kageyama this morning. He looked at his hands in shock. Hinata please dont lie to me." He bgins to rub my shoulder making me flinch and my heart race again. I drop my head in defeat and clench my teeth.

"Im a girl. . ." I mumble quietly as a tear rolls down my cheek. I'm a stupid fucking girl. . . The thing everyone thinks is weak and cant do anything but I can! Once anyone finds out. . . it won't matter though. Because thats society.

"What?" He asks lifting my chin so I'm facing him as he wipes my tears away.

"I-I'm a girl. . . I hid it b-because everyone says we are w-weak a-and. . ." My voice begins to break before I am able to finish my sentence. I clear my throat and hold back any more tears.

"I wrap up my chest tightly and Kageyama fell on me grabbing my uhm. . . I hid it because I just wanted to feel equal to guys. . . I dont like being a girl." Sugawara grabs my arms tightly making me flinch. He looks into my eyes fiercly.

"You need to love who and what you are Hinata! You are living proof that girls are not weak and girls go through so much that us guys do not understand. I understand if you want to keep this hidden for a bit longer, but sooner or later you have to tell the others. But for now. . . ill keep your secret. Deal?" I nod my head and hug Sugawara tightly. Daichi walks in on us and just stands there. I push Sugawara away rubbing my head awkwardly.

"Uhm, Babe?" Daichi asks wanting an answer.

"Hinata just has been feeling unwell lately and wanted to tell me but felt bad for hiding it. But she-I mean he will be able to show up to training camp." Daichi smiles and nods his head at Sugawara as Sugawara begins to approach him and grab his hand. Daichi looks back up towards me.

"If you need a break, just tell me. Dont push yourself too hard, okay?" I nod my head and they both turn getting ready to exit. Sugawara looks back at me smiling giving me a thumbs up and a wink.