A Wish

Loner

Lisa

I was Invisible

But I didn't wish to be invisible, yet everyone seems not noticing me

Everyday, I got to prepare myself to go from work, I always buy some pieces of bread from the bakery,

They always ask me what bread it is, for almost three years I always buy buttered bread but they don't remember

Even the guards on my employer's company didn't know me, they always checked my I.D for verification even though I worked here for almost 3 years, they didn't do this in other employees

I'm Lalisa Manoban, I worked as an I.T from Cornelia Food Com, and yes

I'm a certified loner

No one wants me to be their friend, either some of them approaches me, I went too straight forward, blocking their friendly hands on mine, simply pushing them away

I think that's why I don't have friends, though I have one, Mr. PC, my own computer, He's the one who stayed, It listens when I talk, it keeps secrets, and it gives me a lot of attention, PC is the one who I trust

Rather from my co-species, they act nice, asking for favor to fix their computers

"Ah Lisa? Could you fix this? I think I broke it" A man from sales department

I checked his laptop, too many Chinese sites, he didn't broke it, he just downloaded so many porn on an illegal porn site

I clicked a file, revealing tons of viewed porn videos, he nervously close his screen

"You downloaded too many, make sure you delete the links, it could contain virus, it will eat the storage capacity, your laptop will fail some performances" I plainly said, he seem embarrassed on what I saw so he just nod then leave, couldn't even say thank you

"Lisa? Favor please, I have a problem with my Computer"

"Lisa the connection lost from computer 5"

"Lisa how to change the font styles?"

"Lisa the signal it to weak, do something"

"Lisa-

"Lisa

"Lisa-

"Yow meat head I was calling you for three fucking times stop day dreaming" Our head on IT department speak

"Y-yes? Chuseon-nim?" I asked

"The new girl from Sales department, she has a problem with her printer, help her" He said, seating on his swivel chair

I intentionally fix my collar and bangs to somehow look presentable, I walked out, even I walk pass to some colleague, they don't notice me, see the invincibility?

I continue to walk until I saw a woman, frowning to her computer screen, aggressively pressed some buttons along with her mouse, I awkwardly stand meters in front of her table

She slowly put her gaze to me, I couldn't help but to lower my head down, I should be the first one to speak

"Oh hey, I'm glad you came, my printer sucks, I couldn't print files" She said full of grace, I looked at her

"C-can I look" I said approaching her table, she stand up, giving her chair to me, I started to fix her printer

"So what's the problem?" She asked while she place her right hand on the chair while her left hand was on the table, she get her face near the screen, I can't help but to smell her vanilla perfume, I only get intoxicated

I cleared my throat, fixing my glasses

"T-there's no problem with your printer, your PC was connected to the the central, i-its on the next floor" I said not even looking at her, I saw her nodded

"Ah alright, I gotta get it, thank you"

"Lalisa" She said, I almost got a heart attack, she knows my name

"Y-you know me?" I asked, she chuckles, pointing her finger to my chest

"Your I.D Lalisa Manoban" She said smiling as she grip her own I.D

"By the way, I'm Jennie Kim" She show me her hand for a hand shake, I can't believe I'm going to touch her hand

I slowly lift my left hand, staring at it, I observe how my hand were perfectly fit on hers, I didn't notice that she was talking

"Um my hand?" As I hear those words I aggressively remove my hand from hers, I saw her get shock, I didn't mean to do it

"I-I gotta go, bye" I saw her awkwardly step back as I tightly grip my left hand, I felt my heart beat 3 times per second

This is the first time someone notice me, I can't believe I'm smiling like an idiot right now

Finally...