dear harry [h.s]

dear valerie

Dear Valerie,

     I've always loved you, since the day I first saw you, and now you are gone. I wish I could see your face one last time, hold you in my arms and tell you that you are loved. But it is too late, I do not get a second chance. I gave up on you, and dammit, I shouldn't have. I will never forgive myself.

Is Lily really up there with you? I can't believe I never got to see her, hold her, and kiss her little forehead. I can never teach her how to ride her bike, or take her to the daddy-daughter dance at her school. I will never be her father.

I wish I was there for you. I was lost for a long time when we were together, but I was even more so without you. It took me a while to realise how much I needed you. And now, it's too late to tell you that. Liam once told me that someday we would be together again; for it is not the last of us. I believe his words are true. We will be together again. We will be together soon. God, I can't live without you. I can't live without our flower. But I will try, for as long as I live, you will live inside of me. Valerie, wait for me. I'll be home soon, forever and always.

-Harry xx

the end.