Falling for the girl with the bow? (Camren)

Chapter three

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Camila P.O.V

I wake up, curled up in my floral blanket. I step up onto my feet weakly, making my bed, noticing a mascara stains on my light pink pillow. After Lauren had left me alone, I completely broke down, I couldn't control my sobbing. Lucky I drowned my face in my pillow, to keep the noise down, so my family wouldn't hear me. Why did Lauren have to leave? Am I not good enough? What's wrong with me? There are some of the many thoughts that capture my night, turning my dreams into raining nightmares. The truth is, I wanted her to continue, but yet again I'm half glad she didn't, it's confusing. We're confusing. Maybe she though I didn't want her too, or maybe she didn't want to. Whatever the reason is, I know it's going to be awkward today. Especially trying to hide the elephant in the room that only us two know it exists. I considered walking so I don't have to see her straight away but as I didn't wake up early enough to, I had to scrap that idea.

I spend the whole morning trying to make myself look half descent. Until finally I hear the loud beep of Dinah's car. I grab my bag, and take a deep breath before strolling outside. I don't dare to look in the car, not wanting to meet Laurens eyes.

"Oi Mila, you have to sit in the middle" Normani voice tells me. Oh great, the middle, in between Normani and Lauren.
"Why do I?" I ask with a panicked tone, hoping to not have to sit next to Lauren; who is staring down towards her feet.

"You where the last one to join, so middle seat for you. Plus we bagzed the window seats" Normani says laughing, but I can tell she is serious. Wait why didn't Lauren just go sit in the front? Or did ally bagzy that too.

"Fine", I open the side door, climbing across Normani to get into the middle seat. "Who even does bagzy's nower days" I mummer with a roll of the eye.

Lauren P.O.V

I gazing out the window, trying to not look at Camila; who is, from what I can see, fiddling with her fingers. I can tell she's as uncomfortable as I am, but I don't know how to deal with this. I'm not ready. After doing this for the whole ride, we get to school, early for once.

"Normani?" I whisper loud enough for just her to hear.

"Yeah?" She replies back in the same tone.

"Can I have some advice?" I ask, looking down at the floor, feeling weak. The last time I asked for advise was back in my dark days.

"Sure," she smiles, "Lauren come with me to the loo." she says in a normal voice for the rest to hear. I nod my head and follow her to the toilet.

Once we arrive inside, we wait for the last girl to go out. Meanwhile I can see Normani's face turn more worried. She probably assumes it's like the old day problem.

"So, Lauren, what's up?" Normani asks, putting a soft hand on my shoulder.

"I.. I.. Uhm.." I try and get it out but I can't. What if this ruins the group, I would never want that to happen.

"It's okay Lauren, I won't judge." Normani sweetly speaks. I believe her, she never judges, even with the worst of things.

"I kissed her," I whispered, hoping she won't hear. Looking up from the specked floor of the bathroom, I see Normani's expressing that shows a mix of confusion and care. "I mean I didn't properly but I did."

"Lauren, who did or didn't you kiss?" Normani asks with curiosity filling her voice. It's too late to go back now, i might as well explain it properly.

"Camila," I say, pulling my lip in with my teeth.

"We knew something was going on! Dinah was right!" Normani squecked, "Wait what happened?" Might as well explain it now.

A/N - Hey, okay, I'm so sorry that my updating has been so bad, and I know this chapter is incomplete and boring. Sorry for any spelling mistakes, gramma mistakes or just any mistakes. PLEASE READ MY NEW STORY "Life Guard Crush" IT HAS A MUCH BETTER STORY LINE AND I WILL BE UPDATING IT AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK!!