2 Countries (JJK FF)

Chapter 17- Feelings

Author: can you hear me crying ? Yes this author nim is weeping as to how people still reading this horrendous piece of ff. You guys are making me emotional. Well here you go a lil spice to your day ;)
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"Who sent this here?" I asked Jihyun, but he just shrugged in reply and left me alone in my room with this huge ass bouquet of plastic flowers looking too hyper realistic with a piece of card.

With a soft sigh I plucked out the small piece of paper and carefully started reading it.

Fuck this! I am not fluent in reading Korean, How am I supposed to understand this?

I could hardly make out some words like 'sorry ' , ' forgive ' , 'next time ' , 'please ' and so on.

The vibration of my phone took my attention as I saw a voice message from Jungkook. It's been a week since the incident and I have left all his messages on read but this voice message made me dash out of the room.

All it took was "Come back home I am waiting"

His voice sound raspy yet broken. Ignoring him was harder than i imagined it to be. I couldnt resist so i had to pick up my vanity bag and ran down the stairs to the basement parking lot, accelerating my way back to home.

As soon as I parked my car, I noticed him sitting on the stairs of the entrance of my house balled up like a lost puppy with his head hung low.

The clicking sound of my heels against the bricks made him look up as his glistening doe eyes gazed at me begging for the deficient affection.

He didnt move a muscle as he kept on staring at me. I felt weak as soon as i saw tears streaming down his flushed cheeks and in a moment his hands were wrapped around my waist softly laying his head against my stomach as he gently sobbed against me. His arms tightened around my waist, no intentions to let me go.

" i am sorry... Please please dont ignore me" he kept mumbling as his breath hitched with every syllable.

I know i have reached my peak. I couldnt ignore him any further. With apologetic gaze I softly ran my fingers against his head making him look at me as a weak smile spread across my face.

"Come inside. Its cold here."

After settling down in my bedroom I handed him a hot brewed cup of coffee as he softly blew on it taking light sips.

I couldnt stop myself from staring at his face. All messed up hair, red puffy eyes, flushed tear stained cheeks, soft rosy lips resting on the edge of the coffee mug.
I smiled softly looking at his face. Even in this condition he still manages to take my breath away.

I watched him as he settled his cup on the nightstand and gazed at me, his tears ready to resume to stream down.

" Can you... Give me one last chance, i promised i wont mess up-"

Before he spoke any further i pulled him closer wrapping myarms around his neck leaving him speechless for a moment.

Soon i felt his arms around my small waist as his breath tickled at my nape and his warm tears soaking my shoulder. I rubbed his back softly mumbling calming words against his ear until his gentle sobs ceased.

I broke the hug and held his face with my cold palms softly wiping off his tears across his cheek.

"I have forgiven you Jungkook , i dont think i can bare to lose you either"

It was a matter of a moment until I felt his lips against mine. His tears ceased but the guilt in his eyes remained there.

His lips softly moved against mine melting me eventually, sending me to its own paradise.

Pulling him closer by his neck, he leaned closer until our chest were pressed against each other.

"I love you"

Those three words already sending butterflies in my stomach as I smiled.

Spending no time he deepened the kiss and soon he hovered over me supporting his arms beside my head trying his best to not to put his weight over him.
Seeing him struggle i giggled softly as i grazed my thumb over his lower lip and sneakily he pecked on my thumb.

My cheeks flushed at his move as he took the chance and pulled in for a deep passionate kiss.

His hands dropped against my side softly caressing the bare skin underneath.

Being as impatient at that moment i traced my palm against his chest moving further down slipping into his shirt, as i felt his strong muscles tensing against my cold palms.

Moving his thighs on either side of me, he fixated his dark gaze on me as he slowly pulled his shirt over his head leaving his bare skin in my view.

It was hard to take eyes off of this man. How can someone be this breathtaking?

Slowly leaning towards my face he planted soft kisses across my neck as his lips travelled further down, unbuttoning one at a time with every kiss until he reached my stomach.

I watched him as ecstasy took over my senses, as sson as his lips touched my naval.

In no time our bodies collided as his slender gingers intertwined over mine. His lips not leaving my sweet spot.

My breath hitched as soon as i heard the rustling of his belt.

My eyes wandered across the room, staring at the clothes messily sprawled everywhere, until i felt his fingers under my chin pulling me towards his face. "Look at me"

My eyes never left his until my back arched at the sudden wave of pleasure flowing across my entire body.

After what seemed like eternity, his body began moving picking up the pace as his groans echoed in the room.

My inner walls clenching him with every thrust as soft whimpers left my lips. I looked away covering my mouth as i was too embarassed to meet his eyes until i heard him giggling against my ears.

"You look beautiful.... Look at me baby."

With those words he thrusted harder as my moans became louder, my nails digging into his shoulders.

Leaning in for a kiss we entagled ourselves in pure elixir.

The night was cold. But we were out of breaths as beads of sweat was spread across our bare skin.

Soon his body fell limp over me the moment he reached his high. I smiled panting for air as i spoke almost breathlessly " you are heavy, get over me you pig"

His laugh echoed in the bedroom as he moved towards my side slipping under the warmth of the duvet.

Wrapping his arms around my waist he smiled and whispered against my ears" i will never ever disappoint you... I love you too much to let go of you"

With those words leaving his lips he placed a soft kiss over my forehead as i fell into deep slumber in his warmth laying my head against his chest.

I love you too Jeon Jungkook.