This won't be in normal format. Im just speaking. I know probably none of my 2 followers will read this but. Yeah. I don't need help. In don't want help. I'm jut speaking.
I look at myself in the mirror and i hate what I see. In wanna die. I am so ugly in feel like I could never be loved. I feel so fat. I don't eat breakfast or lunch but I pretend to steal my friends lunch so they don suspect anything. I barely eat dinner and I'm just getting fatter. I am so heavy I just want to die. I cut myself a lot and I really wish a guy would love me to make it stop. I don't wanna be insanely skinny but I want to be smaller. Smaller is prettier. I also want bigger boobs. I find myself so unattractive and I don't want to be any where near myself. I wanna die I wanna die. I'm a fat cunt who is annoying and causes drama and I would feel better if my friends didn't have to deal with me anymore. I'm not going to kill myself. I just don't want to live.
