Shallow song (kiribaku)

The Healing Process

Hi! I'm getting as many chapters as I can for the next few update days to have a bit of a break for a bit. I have been rereading my chapters and realized how much they absolutely suck. I really need a break from writing. I will post the chapters that are already written on update days which will cover for my break for a couple weeks. You will still get your chapters and they will be the normal length so don't worry. This break wont affect the updates. I'm probably going to use my break to take some kind of writing class, to improve my crap chapters. Thank you for reading!

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(Kirishima pov)

I woke up to Bakugou's amazing smell. My eyes fluttered open, head resting on Bakugou's chest. The slowly setting sun, peaking through the curtains, signaling the near end of the day. I looked up to see a sleeping Bakugou. His face relaxed, letting out small breaths. His body heat radiated, keeping me warm. I laid there, admiring his sleeping features. After a few minutes of staring, I heard footsteps. I laid there content. Someone knocked on the door. Assuming it was his mom, I gently, swiftly made my way off the bed, careful not to wake the sleeping blonde. I opened the door to see All Might and Aizawa Sensei, standing at the door. "Oh. Uh. Just a second!" I stammered and closed the door. I combed through my messed up hair and walked over to the bed, gently shaking the sleeping blondes shoulder. "Babe. Wake up. Aizawa and All Might are here!" I whispered. His brows furrowed and his eyes opened a bit. "The fuck? What time is it?" He groaned. "Time for us to go. C'mon!" I said pulling him up. "I'm gonna fucking kill those fuckers." He growled. 'He's gonna be really grumpy tonight.' I thought to myself as I stole some of his clothes, slipping them on. I waited for him to finish changing before heading downstairs. His parents were sitting at the table with the two pro heroes. We made our way over and sat down as well, waiting for what they had to say. "We have your things from your house outside. Before you go get them, we need to chat." Aizawa said in his normal sleepy tone. I nodded. "We heard of an outburst at a nearby bakery. They described the people, and you seem to fit their description." He said sounding irritated. I let me head fall to the table, cupping my hands together nervously. "Young Kirishima. What happened?" All Might asked. "My mom. Everything that has happened, is because of my mom." I said a bit ashamed. "Take your time. Start from the beginning." He pushed. "This whole thing started on the first day...I went to school in a really good mood. I walked into class extremely early. Bakugou was the only other person there. He said something. It matched my soulmate mark. What I replied, matched his. My parents were never really accepting of same sex relationships. Of course I never minded, I thought they were being really judgmental but I didn't really say anything. My mom and I had an amazing relationship. I told her everything. She was the only person that treated me like I mattered other than Mina. Me and my dad weren't that close but we still were family and treated each other with respect. After I heard the words he had said, I kind of freaked out. I went into the hallway and called my mom. She was excited to know I had found my soulmate, until I told her it was a guy. She told me that she would talk to me about it when I got home and I got upset. Bakugou saw I was upset and we went somewhere to talk. We decided to be friends, see what would happen and everything would work itself out. We got closer and felt like best friends within a few days. Him and my mom built an amazing relationship and my parents loved him like their own. Well, one day, we had decided to go ahead and just start dating. We both agreed, and he told me to tell my mom before we told anyone else. I didn't want to possibly ruin our relationship but I was willing to risk it. After a couple days, Bakugou drove me over to my house. I was extremely nervous...and I was right to be. Bakugou stayed in the car and I went into the house to talk to them. Everything was fine. We were talking and acting as we always have. We sat down and I started explaining everything. My mom....." I started tearing up, my anxiety getting the best of me. "She...she uh...threw me out." I said, letting a few tears fall, immediatly wiping them and shaking my head. "I left and ran off. I was upset a-and crying. I had left Bakugou confused at the house. This woman helped me, she had gave me a ride and we picked up Bakugou and she brought us to the dorms. She gave me her number and told me to call her if I needed anything. That night, was why the whole dorm situation happened. That kinda hurt...a lot. Once everything was solved, and you told me to go live with Bakugou, I was relieved. Once I moved in, we were fine. I was feeling a lot better. The next day, I had woken up and got ready before my phone rang. I checked it...It was her. I ignored it and acted like everything was okay, hoping to forget about it and move on but I couldn't stop thinking about it. I called the woman and asked her what I should do. She said to ignore her completely until I have time to heal. I took her advice but it still bothered me. Mrs.Bakugou came up and talked to me for a bit, helped me get some stuff off my chest. We went downstairs and all hung out for a bit. We were sitting on the couch, and Bakugou suggested that me an him went somewhere to get out of the house. I agreed and we walked to the Bakery. We ordered our food and sat down, minding our own business. We were talking and all of a sudden, Bakugou got extremely serious. He told me to put my head down and we both put our hoods up. I was confused at what he was glaring at and turned around. As soon as I did, she looked up and saw me. My parents were there. She came towards me and Bakugou stood in front of me and slid off his hood. Long story short, we fought and yelled and she grabbed me and I ripped her hand away and we left them there crying. I didn't mean to start anything, but she should have known to back off." I said, letting a few more tears slip out of my furious eyes. Bakugou put a hand on my thigh, rubbing to calm me down. Aizawa was taking notes of everything. "I'm sorry this happened. Since she grabbed you, you have the choice to put a restraining order against her. However it will only last throughout your treatment." Aizawa stated as he set his pen down. I looked to Bakugou for guidence. He gave me a simple nod. "Okay." I said, my jaw clenched and my knuckles turning white. He nodded and stepped out to make a call. We all moved to the living room, talking, waiting for Aizawa to finish. I leaned on Bakugou, my features over run with anxiety and sadness. Bakugou held me close to him, kissing my head every now and then, trying to calm down my shaking body. I let out shaky breaths as I played with my hands. Bakugou grabbed one of them gently, interlocking our fingers. All might and Bakugou's parents were discussing a bunch of different things to fill the silence. After what felt like an eternity, Aizawa came back into the room. "We need you to sign a few things. He said to me as he waved me over to the table. I got up not letting go of his hand. We made our way to the table and sat down. He slid a few pieces of paper in front of me, telling me where to sign. I squeezed Bakugou's hand a bit as I took the pen. I shakily signed the piece of paper. I slid them back when I was done and heaved a sigh. "I'm going to go take a shower..." I said as I let my hand slide out of Bakugou's. I stood up and headed upstairs. I turned on the shower and let it run as I sat on the bathroom floor, knees tucking into my chest, and my head resting on them. I didn't even have it in me to cry. Everything in my body felt...numb. I felt like I was free...but at what cost. I heard a faint knock at the door. "Hey, When your done showering come to my room." I heard Bakugou's voice. "Okay." I said trying to sound normal. I quickly jumped into the shower and let the water travel down my body. Why do I feel so empty. Everything just seemed so unreal. To lose something so important in the matter of seconds. Every moment replayed in my head, breaking me down bit by bit. I need help but I can't bring myself to want it. I washed my hair and body and stepped out. I wiped the foggy mirror and looked at my reflection. I let out a sigh and dried off. I wrapped the towel around my waist and made my way to my room to get clothes. I walked in and grabbed a pair of black loose shorts and boxers. I also grabbed a black shirt and threw it all on messily. I didn't bother messing with my hair. I grabbed my phone and made my way over to Bakugou's room. I opened the door and walked in. Bakugou's eyes trailed me as I went through his closet and grabbed one of his over-sized hoodies and threw it on. "Yes, you can borrow one of my hoodies." He mocked. I came over to the bed and laid down on top of him, tangling my legs with his and burying my face in his neck. He wrapped his arms around me after he threw the blanket over us. He didn't have to say anything. His actions spoke for him. I lifted my head and without warning, I smashed our lips together. His eyes widened a bit before he kissed back. 

NSFW AHEAD!!!

I ran my hands through his hair as I licked at his bottom lip. He opened his mouth, allowing me to slip in. Our tongues fought for dominance. I let out a small moan into the kiss. Bakugou's hands lingered on my lower back as he clenched at my shirt. He groaned into the kiss sending vibrations straight to my groin. I let out another, slightly louder moan. I slowly grinded myself against his thigh. My member grew and I was a moaning mess against Bakugou's lips. He let his hands slide down, resting on my ass with the occasional gripping. I ripped off the hoodie and shirt and went back to kissing him. I was extremely rough. He gripped my hips as they rocked back and forth. I felt his hard on against my leg. I moved my hips a bit to the side, grinding our members against each other. He was groaning, grunting, and moaning as he grinded his hips against mine. "K-katsu-uki" I moaned his name. He almost lost it at that. He grabbed my hips firmly and grinded extremely rough against me. "Hng~" He moaned as he threw his head back. "Jesus christ!" He groaned as he threw his shirt off. I took that as an opportunity and leaned down, licking over his nipple. "Ngh~" He moaned his hand. I took it between my fingers and rolled it. "Fuck! I-i'm go-onna~" He started before he let out a huge moan into my shoulder so his parents wouldn't hear. He kept grinding as he came down from his high.

NSFW over (Sorry. You will get the goods soon lol)

I went to take off my shorts before he grabbed my hands. "Hey. I don't think we should go further. You're not in your right mind and I want our first time to be...right." He said. I caught my breath before my eyes went wide. "I'm so sorry. I wasn't thinking. I shouldn't have forced myself on you like that!" I said as I jumped up. "Kir. Your fine." He said as he sat up. "I'm such an idiot." I said. "Kir. Get the hell back over here." He glared at me. I cautiously walked back to the bed. He grabbed the side of my face. "You are not fucking stupid." He said as he glared intensely into my eyes. I smiled and nuzzled into his touch. "Tch. You're so lucky your cute." He said as he grabbed my waist and pulled me onto the bed with him. I hummed in satisfaction as his warmth radiated onto me. "Oi. What's in your pocket?" He smirked. "Shut the hell up." I said muffled into his chest. "Just gonna ignore it?" He asked. I nodded. "Whatever." He said. I shifted uncomfortably. It was hard to ignore it and if I left it unattended, it would just be painful. "Bakugou..." I whined. He already knew what to do.

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We walked downstairs and his parents were cleaning around the house. "Oh! Anything I can do?" I offered. "Oh no! You're a guest! You shouldn't have to clean up after Katsuki's messy ass." She smiled at me. Bakugou growled at her before sitting down. I sat down next to him and pulled out my phone. I started watching anime on my phone. (Kiri breaking the 4th wall xD) Bakugou just watched the tv. He finally got super bored and switched the tv off. "OI I WAS WATCHING THAT YOU BRAT! His mom yelled at him. He just rolled his eyes and looked at me. "I'm fuckin' bored." He huffed. I opened my arms. He grunted and scooted over, laying onto my chest. I pulled my arms around him, resting my phone on his abdomen and my chin rested on his shoulder as I unpaused the show. 

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"You ready?" He asked me. We were sitting in the car in the front of the building for my tests. I was shaking. He tried many things to calm me down but nothing seemed to be working. "Kir. You have to calm down. If you go in there like this, it will concern your doctors." He said calmly as he rubbed my thigh. I leaned my head on him, trying to find comfort. He sighed and put his arms around me. "I guess it's a good thing we came early." He grunted before kissing the top of my head. Mitsuki went in before us to check us in. "Bakugou...I'm scared. What are they going to do to me?" I asked. Shaky breaths were coming from my lips. He tigntened his grip. "I fucking love you. The hell if I will let any of those scum bags hurt you." He said. That calmed me down a lot. "I love you too." I smiled gently before pressing a short-lived kiss to his lips. He rubbed his thumb against my jawline. "We should get inside. The old hag might think we died." He said. I nodded and we both got out of the car. 

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Hey. I'm semi-back. I have been working on a Bakugou x Reader aswell so this took a hot minute. I will get back to updating this more but it's getting complicated to fit this in my schedule. I will figure it out tho. It's a short chapter but you horny fucks got a bit of smut so. I will include more later. Please please leave suggestions. Literally anything so I have a bit of motivation. That's all! Love y'all and Douces!