Shallow song (kiribaku)

Haitus.

So...I recently had a family emergency. My grandmothers house caught on fire 9 hours away. She was in the hospital in critical condition. Nobody thought she would make it through the night. We got up there in record time because we sped and no traffic (Thank god) We got there and everyone was stressed and on edge and we had to stay at hotels and my uncles camper at a campground. We did not have wifi access so school was not an option. I emailed all my teachers and they all told me that it was fine and to travel safe. (Some of them still sent me work and got on me to complete it even after I explained that I had no internet access and I can't use my phone's data to do it because it won't let me.) So it ended up that my grandmother is okay and out of the hospital, we got home yesterday after like a month of being there. Now I have a shit load of work to make up plus the stuff for today and I have to go through a whole unit and a half of my writing class by the end of the semester. I'm extremely stressed and my friends kep asking to hang out to help but there is so much to be done at my house and at my grandmothers and there is a guy up there that I'm confused about. (He is my best friend but I kinda ruined it a couple years ago by catching feelings, and we stopped talking until now and he said he didn't mind at that we can forget about it because I don't like him anymore and stuff. I really really want to keep writing but with this going on, it's too much for me to handle without me getting a burnout. I also have to get things for an animation me and my sister want to do and we have so much work to do and she wants to make cosplay retractable Hawks wings and...I'm honestly at my max level of stress and I'm so tired. I'm currently in the middle of a math test that was due last month so I better get back to it. Thank you so much for sticking with me and I promise, I will get back to it as soon as this blows over. I wish I could quote you on that but I honestly don't have a clue. Thank you for reading my selfish rant if you got this far and I sincerely apologize. I will be back. Thank you...