𝓓𝓮𝓯𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓭 (Shawn Mendes Fanfic) ✔

Crazy

I stood there shook.

W-Why would anyone do that?

Why in the hell and how in the hell would anyone come into my room?!

Except...

"Mom!"I shouted, my voice echoing through the house.

"Yes?!"I heard a muffled sound, probably out of the kitchen.

"Come up here!"I yelled and I heard banging of lids from downstairs and then her footsteps making their way upstairs.

Soon she was at the door and what she saw left her absent-minded.

"Mom, do you know who did this?"I said, pointing my head at the words written on my walls.

My eyes jumped from wall to wall, checking the bloody red ink sprayed on my walls.

He Is Mine!

You'll never be enough!

Be aware of me

You better leave him, right now, honey

I'm gonna hurt you, just wait

I give you one more chance,66 baby

That's what he calls you, isn't it... baby... hm... that's what he called me not long ago... and he will soon again...

If I see you with him one more time, things are not gonna end well...

And so on.

It scared the shit out of me, I'm not going to deny that, it did. But it could be just empty promises and words, just jealousy.

But the other part of me doesn't think like that.

"Buba, you okay?"I wish problems just vanished when my mom spoke, like they did in books and fan-fics, but sadly, life doesn't work like that. Problems don't just... disappear.

"Do I look like I'm okay?"I gave her the look and she knew I am far from that.

I turned to her, fully now.

"Mom, did you let Kayla into the house?"I raised an eyebrow at her, expecting an answer and I got it from just her look.

I groaned defeatedly and slid down the wall.

"Why do things like that always happen to me, why can't I be happy for once in my damn life?!"a frustrated tear slipped out of my eye and I angrily wiped it away.

Mom looked at me sympathetically and I just couldn't handle it.

So I stood up and stormed out of the house.

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Walking down the dirty road, lost in my own thoughts, I tried to find a way to get rid of my scared up mind.

I need to think this through. I need to talk to Shawn.

But she told you to not do this.

She won't see me.

But what if she does, what if she has cameras in his house?

No, no, no, she wouldn't-

She would

What should I do then?

Go back home and call him?

But-

Ellie, please, do this, it's safer.

So, if I do that, she won't know?

I don't know, maybe she is tracking your phone and listening to your conversations.