𝓓𝓮𝓯𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓭 (Shawn Mendes Fanfic) ✔

Truth And Torture

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This part contains signs of panick attack - anxiety- blood, knives, body touching and other trigger stuff.
Read at your own risk!!!

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3rd person's pov:

Shawn was running a hand through his hair like crazy.

He just ended the call with the police, which told him that Ellie never even visited the station yesterday.

And to top it all, they told him they found the two officers that were sent to his house dead.

Well, you can only imagine in what state he was at the moment.

He was on the verge of tears.

His head was spinning, breathing got heavier and faster and his heart was beating like crazy.

In short, he was getting a panick attack.

No no no

Not this

It's not the right time

He gripped the closest thing he could lean on-closet.

Shawn couldn't believe what he heard, but luckily officers were already sent to investigate.

He opened the small cupboard and took out his medicine, his only savior in thi moment. He tried to calm himself down since the call ended, but no use.

With a shaky hand he popped it in his mouth and quickly grabbed himself a glass of water, spilling some and then he swallowed the pill.

He sat down on the floor, breathing in and out, waiting for the medicine to work.

Oh how he hated that

Ellie's pov:

"Kayla!" I spit through gritted teeth in shock and hate.

"Good to see you again, baby." she smirked and made her way to the edge of the bed.

She ran her eyes up and down my body and my body shook under her gaze.

"What are you doing!?" I almost screamed. I tried to imagine I was covered up, but sadly, it didn't work.

"Just checking what Shawn fell for." she shrugged and ran a hand up my leg.

"Stop!" I screamed, but of course she didn't listen, when even was the last time somebody did?

"Aww, is someone scared?" she pouted and gripped my thigh harshly, making me whimper.

"You are so needy."

What?!

Is she crazy?!

"All that is running through your head is pleasure."

What in the actual fuck is she talking about?!

"You are such a beautiful virgin-oh! Sorry, I remembered. Not anymore." she smirked devilishly.

I almost let the tears fall, but my sadness was quickly replaced by anger.

"You are disgusting! You are a fucking PSYCHO!" I screamed, while frustrated tears escaped my eyes.