Just Cold

Entry 3

Hey unicorns sorry this is late I kinda was being lazy...... So yeah READ ON
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07/27 9:03 AM
Today Rain and her friends invited me to go back to school shopping but I just can't. School last year was a total bust, my smile is breaking. This morning mom said that she and dad were going to be late getting home so I'm probably going to be playing games with my online friends, they're really the only ones who know my true self. Anyways I'll try to write later.
(A/N: NOW FOR SOME POV ACTION YAY!!)

Lillian POV
I set my diary in its hiding spot as I heard the front door open.
"Lil you ready!" Yells Rain, she has always just came in, that's what she does.
"Give me a sec!" I yell back at her, grabbing my purse while putting my other shoe on. Rain opens my door and pulls my arm.
"Claire and Alexandra are in the car and they're impatient so come on!" She exclaim, I laugh as I follow her down stairs out to her no-hooded car to see Claire and Alexandra doing their makeup as usual.
"There's the Rain and Flower!" Claire says in her American accent, for she moved here a little over two years ago. They nicknamed me flower because of my nickname being Lily. I slide in the back with Alexandra, she smirks at me while saying.
"So Flower have you seen Shane since he got back?" She asks, I try to cover my rosy cheeks for my pale skin always shows the slightest embarrassment. Honestly Alex is kind of your stereotypical mean side kick, for her and Claire moved her the same year and they both like my best friend, which is quite awkward to be around them.
"Yeah," I reply shortly, for honestly I never talk much with these two. We grab Amber (the final girl) and head to the mall, where its a war zone. Of course they drag me into the most girliest of stores and I mainly just hold their things as usual like a caddie but with no actual use. For lunch we get the food court and while they get their 'healthy' food I get a hamburger.
"Where's your cheese?" Asks Amber, for she is Claire's cousin and just moved to the uk two months ago.
"I'm allergic to milk and milk products," I say quietly, we then go to the smoothie hut and I get my usual (berry splash). As we pass the arcade I see Shane and a couple of his friends in there.
"Isn't that Shane?" Claire asks, 'does she have a radar or something?' We walk in and Rain's boyfriend Joel kisses her. Shane is to busy trying to beat SeePeeK at Dance Revolution so I wonder around, until I see three girls playing on the places computers, I wave and one with black hair and she waves back.
"You wanna join?" She asks, her voice light like the wind, I nod walking to her.
"I'm Lilian, sorry for intruding," I say as we they play a game called Town of Salem.
"It's ok, we don't really have anybody to hangout with anyways," one with purple and brown hair says, "I'm Minx," she then says as we start playing the game. I find out their names are Lizzie, Minx, and Krism and they go to my school.
"So why haven't I seen you before?" I ask as I choose someone to kill.
"We like to stay out of the way of people like them," Minx says looking at my group, making me feel slightly awkward.
"Yeah they're my group but I'm still not really friends to me," I say, they don't even notice me missing!
"Wait now I recognize you! Aren't you Shane Harley's girlfriend?" Lizzie says, I feel my cheeks heat up as usual.
"Yeah, I'm not much of a popular though," I say, as I feel someone touch my shoulder.
"You took our spot," says a rough voice, I look to see Quentin and his mean group of friends. "Oh Lily, good to see you, ugly as ever," he says making my cheeks burn. I get up and walk torward a the bathroom. I needed to lose this.

Lizzie POV
Lily actually isn't that bad. Everyone at school says she's a total know-it-all and takes Shane for granted but she seems pretty nice. I walk and follow her into the bathroom, until I then hear water. I have a total fear of water, it's traumatizing. Ever since my uncle almost drowned me I try to stay away. I even use the astronaut shampoo so I don't have to use water. I then feel a sharp jab in the middle of my back making me jolt.
"Hey Sally daydreamer, are you going to just stand there?" Asks a American voice, I turn around to see Claire Winter, she's a total snob.
"Sorry," I mumble, sidestepping right into a guy with brown hair.
"I don't think I've seen you before," he says, his eyes lighting up.
"Oh I'm Lizzie," I introduce, he ends up being Joel Trinity, he's Shane's best friend. I then hear a loud scream from the ladies room and I run in to see Lily being held by her hair by Claire and her henchman.
"What you going to do Wallflower-?" she stops when they see me, and just laugh. "Hey Alexander, want to have two playmates?" She asks the other girl, she grabs me and Lily mouths 'sorry I brought you into this,' I shrug, for its not like this hasn't happened before. Luckily Minx and Krism come looking for us, wondering why it was taking us so long and Claire threatens us not to tell anyone. Lily looks really beaten, she must of cried or something because I can see a purple bruise on her cheekbone.
"Lily what's that?" I ask, she covers her face with her hand.
"Nothing, just a bruise I got for tripping," she replies, we then all decide to go to Lily's house, taking Minx's car. When we enter the driveway, I'm in awe, she has a two story, modern house even with a pretty well kept garden.
"Sure we got the right house?" Krism jokes and Lily laughs along with us.
"Yeah I wonder that too, for I'm a total oddball in my family! I mean my Dad's a military general and my Mom's a fashion designer while I'm a awkward seventeen year old girl!" She says as we walk to the front door, she pulls out a key and unlocks the front door. As we walk in three dogs bark at us, one as dark brown and is quite large, one is beige while is tiny and the third is a greyish and is medium sized. "This is Mittens, Sun, and Spot. We have other animals but these are the dogs." She leads us up the stairwell to a room with dark colors and pops of color.
"I love BVB too!" Krism says seeing a interesting band poster.
"Cool, nobody but Shane will go to concerts with me, even then he doesn't really pay attention," she says leading us into a smaller room but with a couch, tv, and a couple of consoles. "This originally was my closet but I fit my things into my bathroom so I put most of my gaming stuff in here," she says picking up a Xbox controller. We play until someone rings the door. "That must be Rain with my stuff," Lily says popping up and going to the door after about five minutes she walks up, she seems a little quieter. The three of us stay until about six when Minx's mom calls her so we go.

(A/N back to diary mode!)
7:05 PM
Today went slightly better than I thought it would. I made three news friends, Minx, Krism, and Lizzie; but I'm glad my Mom wasn't home normally because my blades came today, yes I'm planning to start cutting, I know I said that I'd wait until Autumn came but... it's becoming unbearable. Today I felt bad for Lizzie, Claire and Alexander always act like that, total popular nice girls infront of Rain but they honestly are evil. I need to go make dinner, I'm starving! G'night!
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Hey guys so I hope you liked this!
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