Chapter 1 Lillian POV
I rubbed the place where the latest art work was done, for I thought I may have gone too far.
"Lilly what's wrong?" Asked my best friend Shane Harley as he looked into my green eyes as he asked normally, for he just always seemed only caring about me.
"Nothing, I'm fine!" I perk up, for we were hanging out on the last day before school ends. He pushed back his black bangs and looked up at the final sunset before were about to beacome seniors.
"Lil I gotta tell you something," he said, I look up from my wrist to his face, his brown eyes were filled with nervousness.
"What's wrong?" I asked, for he had been my best friend since I can't remember and he never seemed nervous even at the worst times.
"Will you," he stopped and breathed, he honestly sounded like he was trying not to hyperventilate. 'What's he doing?' I thought as he looked into my eyes. "Go on a date with me?" I felt my eyes widen and I felt my reaction shake my head yes. Great. I had just ruined my relationship. I finally looked to see very little fire left in the sky.
"Shane make a wish," I said as I closed my eyes. I leaned a little bit more on the wooden fence. If only I had known what that final journey could of brought me.
(A/N It isn't over....... I just so you know this is mostly like a diary entry but there will be times when it comes in Lillian's own POV and other people journals/POV)
Entry 1 07/24
I just found you and it seems my parents forgot a old birthday present... they said I could now have it. Luckily I know where how to hide things or I would be afraid that my parents would look INTO it. So yeah, I'm a almost senior and I'm keeping a diary 'great cherries that's awful!' Today has been every day that my boyfriend and friends have been out, lazy. I'm trying my best not to relapse but I'm afraid I won't make it, if there were only any one person I could tell who wouldn't tell my parents, they would go 'your not mentally stable' and send me to a 'special' humans place! I don't believe I'm that mental at least. Shane and Rain are supposed to be getting back tomorrow so I'll soon have to more than just watch tv, read, and play video games. Schools starting in a few weeks, fun. I just really hope that 'Perfect' Bethany Jones has gne to her pretty princess land where everything is perfect. Honestly she isn't perfect, everyone has secrets. Rain and the girls said that we're going school shopping in two day, fun. I know I must sound like one of those preppy people but honestly it's just my friends. Today I heard of this new website called YouTube, I might go and check it out soon, I heard it's where you can post videos. I got to go because my parents and myself are going to a dinner party with Louise's family, should be fun!
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So here we start! There will be more than just Entoan in here that a youtuber, I'm adding people I watch and stuffz.
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Just Cold
Fanfiction"I'm just cold." Lies. If only they could see my tears. Lillian Blossom was a very quirky teenager on the outside, but that's just the outside. Her friends don't suspect anything until a swimming party where Lilly is forced to go swimming in a biki...
