I feel like a whore

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Christina POV

I woke up, to pain, down there, and the worse headache. I was laying next to Austin who was asleep. I can't believe he raped me last night. I got up, and went to the bathroom. I looked I'm the floor length mirror at my naked body which was covered in bruises and scratches from, me trying to fight back. I felt like a whore. I began to cry at just the thoughts of what happened last night.
Flash back
' "Austin stop." I begged for like the millionth time. But he still didn't stop. He kept going for about an hour, with very rough thrusts. Finally he stopped.'
End flash back

I was now on the bathroom floor, naked and crying. Austin walked in the bathroom, and turned on the shower. "Come in with me." He said, breaking the silence. I shook my head 'no'. "Why?" He questioned approaching me. I just continued to cry and soon felt his hand grab bruised arms and pick me up. I continued my crying. "Get. In. The. Shower. NOW!" he whispered then shouted the 'No' into my ear. Shocked and scared I got in the shower, he got in too. He began washing my body and told me to wash his too. I did as I was told. Soon the shower was over. He got out first and wrapped a towel around his waist before wrapping one around my body.  He signalled for me to walk back into the room. I got my bag that contained my clothes and searched for something to wear. I got dressed in an oversized sweatshirt, and skinny jeans. (Outfit in picture) It was summer in Miami, but my body was covered in scratches and bruises. I took my wet hair and just put it in a donut bun, hoping it would dry throughout the day.  Austin just put on black basketball shorts and a red t shirt. He laid on his bed and took up his phone and began texting. I just sat on the floor and began to think to myself, but my thoughts were interrupted when Austin said, "come here." I got up and sat on the bed, with as much distance as I could have away from him. He just moved closer, still laying down and grabbed my waist, causing me to flinch a bit. He laughed and sat up. "You hungry?" He asked. I just nodded my head yes. "Let's go to IHOP." He said.
**1 hour later**

We were now at IHOP with his friends. "Umm, it's Summer, in Miami.." Alex said.

" I know." I replied. Austin was now giving me a death glare. "I just like wearing sweatshirts." I lied.
**3 hours later**
"I'll be upstairs" I said as we entered the house. I needed to get this sweatshirt off. But I had to stay upstairs in Austin's room. A few minutes later someone entered the room. "Woah! What happened to your arms?" Alex asked. Embarrassed, I just looked down. "Did Austin do this to you? Did he hurt you? Tell me please." He said. I was about to answer him and tell him everything but then Austin appeared at the doorway. Scared, I didn't say anything. Alex turned around and saw that Austin was there, "So he did. And you're not going to say anything, to someone who will help you because what?" He spat. I began to cry. "Dumb bitch." Alex said before leaving the room. I put on my sweatshirt and walked back downstairs. I sat down on the couch next to Robert. We talked for a few hours. Soon it was night time. Austin told me that we had to go to his room. So I did as I was told. I sat on the bed and took up my phone. I had many new texts. They were all from Louise, my best friend, and Daniel, my boyfriend. I responded, and soon we were having conversations.  "Who are you texting?" Austin said, grabbing my phone.

"Give me my phone." I said.

"So when were you going to tell me about you boyfriend." Austin asked.

"He's not my boyfriend." I lied.

"Oh, so in NJ you call your friends,'babe'?" He laughed.

"Just give me my phone." I demanded.

"No." He said, nonchalantly. I sat up and through my phone across the room to the wall. "What the fuck did you that for!" I screamed. He just laid down and went to sleep.
**The Next Day**

I woke up. Showered. Got on a sweater and jeans. And went downstairs. I didn't even bother to wait for Austin to wake up. "You hungry?" A voice asked as I reached the bottom of the stairs. I looked and saw that it was Robert. I nodded my head yes. He walked to the kitchen and I followed behind him. He went into the cupboard and got out pancake mix. He began making the panckae batter, and said, "I can treat you better than him." I was a bit confused at first then realized what he was talking about. I just looked down at my feet. He walked over to me and lifted my chin. He kissed me gently on my cheek before lifting me onto the counter and going to tend to the pancakes.
**20 minutes later**

"Do you wanna just hang out today?" Robert asked as he was washing the dishes. I nodded my head yes. "You don't have to be so shy around me. I won't hurt you. He said, as he walked over to me and rolled up the sleeves of my sweater.  I quickly rolled them back down. And he quickly rolled them back up, and looked up at me. He kissed me on my lips and grabbed his keys. We left before anyone woke up and spent the whole day out.

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