DORM FULL OF SECRETS

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Boys were sitting in the kitchen. Eating their breakfast. They had cornflakes and some toasts with Nutella and bananas.

,,No, thank you." Said MJ when Jinwoo gave him a toast with jam.

,,It's after comeback, you can eat properly again." said Eunwoo.

,,Ahhh today will be a great day. I have a lot of energy." said MyungJun while eating the toast.
,,You have energy for shits every day hyung." smirked Minhyuk.

Moon Bin coughed while laughing.
,,So you are sick now too? I thought you only had medical problems. You have flu too?" Asked Sanha

,,Jeez, wear a mask." MJ moved his chair away from him to the left. But Eunwoo sat there.
,,Oh god! I sit next to toxic people." MJ pretend to cry.

,,How did you get it?" asked Minhyuk and grabbed a banana.
,,From Eunwoo of course." MoonBin pretend to be angry while saying that.
,,What the hell. Do you two kiss here while we are gone?" MJ and Sanha started to laugh after Minhyuk's question.

Eunwoo and Moon Bin spoke at the same time.
,,Not funny. There is no way he could've got it from me. I think he got cold because he doesn't wear socks."

,,Yeah maybe we do..." but after Bin's answer they all got quiet. The silence was destroyed by laugh from the oldest.

Couple of months were very hard for Moon Bin. He wanted to clear his mind from everything. He was quite pleased he can spend time alone at dorm even tho he was very excited for the comeback.

But not only a week and Eunwoo got sick so now they have the dorm for themselves.

Moon Bin was in Minhyuk's room most of the days. Because the WiFi connection was the best there and because he didn't want to see Eunwoo.

Let me explain. As I said these couple of months were very hard for Bin. He had mess in his head because how he felt towards Dong Min.
He couldn't explain because he didn't even understood his feelings.
The more days passed the harder it was to be there with him. He couldn't escape his thoughts nor in reality. Many times he wanted to go out to run or go to the gym to workout but he couldn't because of the illness.

A sudden knock on the door woke him up from his deep thoughts.
,,I made you herbal tea." smiled Dong Min when he sat on Minhyuk's bed next to Bin.

,,Hmm..." said Bin while watching some of their trainees practice.

,,What's wrong? You don't speak much these days. I'm alone there and I thought we can spend some time together. Don't be here by yourself."

,,Bin what's wrong? Hey! Look at me!" Grabbed Bin's chin.
Brown eyes met each other after a couple of days. But younger boy looked away.

,,Wasn't it easier back then?" looked back at his phone.

,,Trainees days?" asked Eun Woo. ,,Are you crazy? We had no free time. We only danced and practiced. And if not that we ate and slept. I don't event think I was on social media." laughed at the end older.

,,Yes, but my mind was okay back then. I wasn't confused."

,,Confused?"

Nothing. Bin said nothing he just kept watching and repeating: ,,I wasn't confused. I wasn't."

Eunwoo thought Binnie has some mental problems. He wondered if he...
Bin stood up and  immediately felt Eunwoo's hand grabbing his.

,,I hate when you hide things for me. Don't be like this. I thought we were closer than that." All Bin could do was to watch his hand in hyungs. Suddenly tears showed up.

,,I hate that I cannot have what my heart desire. I hate that I feel what I feel. I want it to go away!"

Eunwoo stood up too and hugged him. Bin cried silently which older thought was cute and soft.
,,Of course you can have what your heart desire."

,,...I can't have you, can I..." Eunwoo wasn't surprised because he felt the same way.
,,...I know. This is wrong." cried more because of confusion when Eunwoo did not reply.

,,...no, it's not wrong. It's just forbidden for us." Eunwoo dried Bin's tears while saying it.

,,I am sorry. I wish I could help you out of it..." Bin stopped crying after watching Eunwoo's moving lips
,,...I just don't know if I want to." said silently into Binnies ear.

They had the urgency to ACT but it was Binnie who stepped back.

,,No, don't do that! Don't walk away from this."

,,But you hurt me. Your voice hurt me, your eyes hurt me. Even the thoughts about you hurt me and that's what I hate the most." brown eyes were covered with tears again but he didn't let them to fall on the floor.

Eunwoo went closer to him. It was only one centimeter. Only one centimeter long gap was between their lips.

,,I am not sick you know. I've never been so there is no way you could get the flu from me. I wanted to spend some time with you. And tell you that..."

Bin's small lips were approaching. A sadness in Bin's mind cleared out. He was finally free with ever kiss he received back from hyung.

,,Are you shitting me?"
,,What the fuck!" MJ started to scream and laugh and jumped around. Sanha immediately covered his eyes.

Binwoo stopped with what they were doing and looked around.

,,I told you they were kissing here." laughed Minhyuk with MyungJun and couldn't believe what he just saw.

Only JinJin knew what was going on. He kept this secret in silence. A leader always knows.

THE END.
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