boys toy

TWENTY-THREE- so surreal

Previously on boys toy:

magic- they are going to blame me, im the one that told him to come along with us.

y/n- if its anyone fault, it is mine

Julian- it isn't any of our faults, besides nailea's

They just nodded, I didnt know what to do but just cry, I felt so helpless, I didnt know what to do I just lost my best friend, I just wish that he was here with me to talk me through this situation.

NOW-

y/n's POV-

I liked Derek a lot, I wanted to be with him, just him. I was going to tell him that I loved him but I was too late, I dont know if I can be here without him, everyone was already upset that he was gone, I was just numb. I wasn't crying, I was just there dying inside. I felt broken, my heart broken into a million little pieces, I looked over at Julian, he was crying. I never seen him cry before, I looked over at Magic, he looked like he was about to cry but he was fighting it, it was weird because Magic didnt know Derekt that well. I just didnt understand this anymore, why did he have to die, I wouldn't be here without him.

I didnt know what to do, I just wanted to stay there in that room by myself, I just can't process that he is gone, he is gone for real. It just felt so surreal.

y/n- I need some air,

I got up barely, it hurt but I couldn't feel it(if that makes sense)

I walked out before the boys could tell me to sit down, I walked out of the room and outside, I stepped outside, the cool air hit my face, it was nice. I just stood there embracing the cool air. I walked over to the bench that they had out there. I just sat there trying to comprehend what I just heard. 

I thought maybe that hey made a mistake, that this wasn't true. They got them mixed up before I realized it, I started to cry, just tears rolling down my face and into my shorts.

?- are you okay

I looked up it was Irwin, I scrambled backward, only backing myself into the bench, even more,

y/n- what are you doing here?

Irwin- Derek, still had me as his emergency person

I looked behind him, Mike, and Vallyk.

Irwin- it's just such a shame that he died, he was my brother

y/n- what do you want?

Irwin- you

y/n- just leave me alone, you have that other slut

Irwin stepped closer, he started to caress my cheek then roughly grabbing my neck

Irwin- We only want you

y/n- w-w- what did you do to her?

Irwin- she's no longer a problem for you

I scrambled to my feet, Irwin was towering over me.

Mike and Vallyk started to walk over to me, Mike got behind me and he threw me over his shoulder, I screamed out of pain, his shoulder, pressing straight on my stitches, he didnt care, none of them did.

y/n- LET ME DOWN, I screamed out of pain

I started to hit his back, nothing was affecting him, he was just taking my weak little hits. I didnt know what to do. I just wanted to be with Magic and Julian.

y/n- HELP ME PLEAS-

It was too late, I was already in the car, Mike threw me in, I hit my head on the door, as he threw me in, it knocked me right out

I woke up, with a massive headache, I looked around we were in the middle of nowhere, I looked outside the window just watching the farmland past us while we were driving down this empty road, 

Mike- Good morning

y/n- where are we? where are we going?

Vallyk- that is a surprise

y/n- where are we?

none of them answered me, we were in the middle of nothing absolutely nothing