boys toy

THIRTEEN- we will figure it out

Previously on Boys Toy:

We started to watch the show, I could feel Derek staring at me. I got scared then I started to brush it off. He put his hand on my chin so I would look at him straight in the eyes, he opened his mouth to say something.

d-

NOW-

d- y/n, I love you

y/n- Derek... I-

d- I know but these days just make me want you more, to myself

y/n- Derek, I can't lie, these days are nice but we cant the other boys, plus, im just a sex toy, to you guys

d- you are not, ARE NOT a sex toy to us

y/n- that's all you guys use me for

d- I took you out on a date

y/n- you were the only boy who took me on a date you can't just expect me to fall in love with you. I love you but I can't. You aren't the one for me, you literally only have me here for sex. Nothing else, I cant see my friends anymore. I am stuck in this house every day, just having sex, It doesn't even feel like its special, it is just something I do every day. It doesn't have any value anymore.

Derek just pulled me into a hug, knowing I was right

d- Im really sorry you feel that way. I wish this could go away just like that, but y/n I l-

I kissed him, making him stop talking

y/n- I love you too.

He was shocked, then he just smiled

y/n- Derek, 

d- hmm?

y/n- you know we can't be together right?

d- I know

y/n- Derek, I wanna be with you but we can't since the boys, it just won't work out

d- we will figure it out

y/n- Derek, I sl-

d- what were you saying

I was going to say that I slept with my ex, but I dont want to ruin this

y/n- nothing

d- wanna watch a movie

y/n- yea

Not even halfway into the movie, we were both asleep.

*The Next Day*

I woke up to the sun glaring in through the windows. I squinted my eyes trying to block the sun out, it was useless. I just gave up and slowly got up. I went to the bathroom and did my morning routine. I was doing my hair when I heard my phone buzz. I got up and ran over to my bed, it wasn't my phone it was Dereks. I'm, not the type to go snooping but his phone was just blowing up.

I hopped on the bed and crawled over to the phone, I picked it up. Magic?

Y/N's Ex(Magic)

M-did it work?

D- im with her rn

M- right tell me when you get her in on the plan

D- she doesn't deserve to here

M- I really appreciate this, dawg(idk dont ask)

D- Imma text you when I tell her. 

I hear footsteps down the hall. I placed Derek's phone where I found it. I started to tip-toe run back to the bathroom, then I slipped. I busted my ass. 

Y/n- FUCK, 

There was a loud bang when I fell, the footsteps got closer. I quickly got up, I slipped on a damn shirt, I flipped off the shirt and walked to the bathroom.

I acted like I was doing my makeup. Then I heard my door open,

?- Damn, what was that noise?

y/n- Magic?

M- yea, what was that though?

y/n- What are you doing here, I grabbed his arm and pulled him into the bathroom. Then quickly closing the door and locking it.

M- chill, mamas. they invited me

y/n- why

M- we're friends

y/n- since?

M- Since the day I saw you at the restaurant 

y/n- Ugh I can't believe you, you know why im here and you decide to become friends with them

m- baby it's not like that

y/n- care to explain then

m- so-

y/n- you know what I dont even care, go back to your "friends", I let out a light chuckle

m- what's funny?

y/n- thinking that you really cared about me

m- Im here to get you out

y/n- by being friends with them, yea that makes total sense, I said rolling my eyes

m- Im going to get you out of here, Derek is helping me

y/n- well if that's your plan you might want to go before they get suspensions, I said still not believing him

m- y/n you dont have to believe me but im going to get you out-

He was interrupted by a banging on the bathroom door

I looked at Magic, he was confused. It was silent then I said something.

y/n- Yea?

?- Hey, is Magic in there?

I looked over at Magic

y/n- he's here?

?- y/n, have you seen him?

y/n- maybe he's in the guest room bathroom?

?- maybe.

I heard footsteps, I gestured Magic to leave.

I reached for the door handle, I opened the door and I walked out, I immediately bumped into someone, I looked up it was...

Songs I listened to while making this:

Use To- J.I. Prince of N.Y.

Karma- Queen Naija 

I'll kill you- Summer Walker ft. Jhene Aiko

Empty- Juice WRLD

B.S. - Jhene Aiko ft. H.E.R

Summer Fling- Marmar Oso

In Too Deep- Iann Dior