kiribaku oneshots

kirishima is baby

Don't read if i know you. Im being serious. Yes that means you koolaid. Yes i still gonna call you koolaid. You cannot stop me

Also uh maybe triggering? I'm not really sure, mentioned abuse I guess

KIRISHIMA POV
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I didn't grow up in the best family, it wasn't a well known fact about me and only afew people know.

My mother ran away, when i was maybe 5? I'm not completley sure because of how young I was but the moment I spoke up about it asking why I got shouted at. Usually if you get shouted at you wouldn't want to ask again out of fear but i was fucking five years old, and this man had raised me fine all my life so why should i be afraid because he raised his voice one time?

So i asked him again "daddy? Why did mommy go?" And he grabbed me. He grabbed onto my shirt and pulled my face close to his, his breath smelt like alcohol and my already too small shirt was hurting my back from being pulled so tight "listen you little shit. If you don't shut the fuck up in going to fucking end you. Now that that shitty woman is gone you're worthless, the only reason I cared about you was so she didn't leave and i didn't end up homeless, now leave me the fuck alone or you know what will happen"

He pushed me away and i ran to my bedroom and i didn't leave for afew days. The only reason I remember that so well was because it had been the worst night of my life up to that point and it caused my life to fall apart.

The next few years flew by in a blur, everyday i would go home after school and run to my room until the next day. Well, I tried to anyways, it took maybe a year before i fully understood and started following that routine and not trying to talk to him, but after that i would only get beat if he saw me. And since he never put the effort in to even walk upstairs anymore, instead passing out on the couch with the news still running, I was safe.

In what felt like maybe a month I opened my eyes to my thirteenth birthday, which meant eight years since my world went to shit.

I guess that was the first day my life got a little brighter, going to school that day wasn't any different. I wasn't necessarily bullied, but i didnt have friends either. Well, no, I got bullied by one or two people i suppose but it wasn't too intense, just a little shoving and kicking and some name calling. I guess you could consider me a backround character, an extra I suppose, but i dont think I was even that much.

I sat down in class for my first period, 25 minutes early because even if it wasn't celebrated I woke up early, like on Christmas day, when your a kid and so exited you wake up at 6 am screaming even though you usually woke up at 8.

I didn't expect any birthday cards or gifts, or even a "happy birthday!" But that was okay, I stopped getting any when i turned seven. And i definetley wasn't expecting one of the most popular girls in the school to remember the day.

Mina ashido, she wasn't popular because she was a bitch, or a bully, she wasn't popular because she was rich or beutiful either. Though she was very very pretty, I couldn't deny that. She was popular because she was so kind, she didn't always have a smile on her face, but thats what made her so special, when she did have a smile it was sincere. And it was so bright, it was impossible to feel like shit, you just had to smile a little bit.