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depressed bakugo Au TRIGGER WARNING

Kirishima pov
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Bakugo has been acting distant lately, well more distant then usual that is.
During class all he did was sit there, and stare. When midoryia made a comment that bakugo would usually explode at, he didnt do anything just put his head down and sat silently.

He was like that all day, he's been like that for about a week at this point.

During hero training he wore a black long sleeved shirt underneath his gym shirt, and when someone mentioned it he just said it was cold. He lost a battle against todoroki and didnt do anything exept say ' I'll win next time'. Something's definetly wrong

"EIJIRO!!"

I blinked and looked up from my textbook to see my pink skinned best friend since childhood, mina.

'What's the matter red? You've been zoning out all day?"

"Oh, im okay, just thinking, of.. y'know.. things?"

"Hm? What kinda things? Oh yeah, we're going to the mall in around an hour, wanna join?"

She said, not waiting for a response, I replied saying i had to study and went off to the dorms.

//around 45 minutes later\\

I dont understand the maths homework at all, it's long division with algebra, which are two things i can barely do on there own, let alone together!

I guess I could go to bakugo? I might be able to find out what was wrong at the same time.

As i got to bakugo's dorm i knocked on the door, to gain no response. I knocked again and heard nothing

I slowly opened the door to find it unlocked and no one inside, I stepped inside and looked around, he wasn't in bed, the bathroom, or the balcony. And i haven't seen or heard him leave all week exept for school, and that wasnt even every day.

Out of the corner of my eye i saw a note, I know i shouldn't look but i could make out bakugo's neat handwriting and some wet blotches on the page.

I walked over to the desk to read the note,

--nobody's pov--

'Hey, so this is katsuki bakugo writing this. I guess everyone deserves an explanation, recently my parents were involved in a villain atack, my father is in hospital and badly injured and.. my mom passed away.
I've already lost 3 of the 4 people i care about the most in this shitty world and, I guess there's no point of living if i dont get to live beside them.
Can whoever finds this give it to my shitty friends, the bakusquad? (Denki kaminari, hanta sero, ashido mina, and eijiro kirishima?) Thanks.
So, hey guys, sorry i didn't tell you sooner but i have depression and i guess my parents triggered me alot and i couldnt handle it. You probably already know, but as much as I tried to hate you all, I couldn't and you guys were the only true friends ive had, and the only ones who havent told me everything about how amazing i am, which helped me stop being so self centered i guess, anyways I just want you all to know, I love you all alot and you meant so much to me,

And finally can you give the next part to eijiro?

So, 'shitty hair', I figured you might be wondering the 3 people out of 4 thing? Well I lost my twin sister too cancer afew years back, and she was my only friend for the longest time, which is why it took so long to open up too you and our friends, since I didnt want to lose anyone again.

The fourth person, is you. So basicly ive liked you for a long time, and i could probably even say, that I love you. I'm sorry I had to leave you like this, I hope you can move on from me, as a friend or more if that's how you think of me, and be happy, im so sorry.

You were always my favourite xxx

-katsuki.'

They found the body later that day, supposedly he jumped off a bridge and drowned himself.

The funeral was held within the next week, and the class had 3 weeks off school to cope with there loss.

The others told the bakusquad that they should change there name, seeing as he was fine and it would bring back the sad memorys. But the group of four wouldnt allow it, they said how it was still in there hearts, 'his' group of his special friends, and it would be able to keep the good memorys together alive.

Kirishima read the note at the funeral, leaving outthe personal bits, about his family and his love towards the red headed boy.

"You were always my favourite"

Warm tears ran down his cheeks as the words slipped of his tounge.

It's safe to say that kirishima didnt move on quickly, and more then anything wanted to join the man he had fallen in love with so long ago, but for the same man he stayed strong and lived out bakugo's dream for him, and became 3rd top hero,

Not exactly the top that bakugo wanted, but he was still a great hero.

- byee ♡