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* "Want me to make you something to eat?" I asked Kentrell in a low voice causing him to looked at me as I stood up. "You gone make yourself some?" He questioned back and I shook my head, no.
"Then I ain't eating either." He told me being stubborn. He's been here since yesterday and he's refused to leave me alone so he slept with me instead.
Yes. We JUST slept nothing more. Ain't nobody finna ever get this pussy if I feel like they'on deserve it. I remember telling myself that I'd let Kentrell break my virginity at some point but his dented ass messed up.
"Kentrell you can't keep starving yourself because of me." I told him and he just shrugged looking at me.
"Aight, suit yourself." I told him before laying back down on the bed next to him. I checked my phone to see nothing but a lot of missed calls and messages from my mom causing me to sigh, placing my phone down
How could she?
Am I overreacting right now?
I looked down tryna stop the tears from falling since I knew Kentrell was looking at me. "You ready to talk nie?" He questioned and I looked up at him.
"No. I just wanna be alone but you won't let me." I told him pouting and he sighed. "Come 'ere" instructed and I moved closer to him. "Nevaeh.." He said and I sighed placing my head on his chest and he rubbed my back.
"Look I ain't great at giving out advice or whatever the fuck but I'm here for you and I know that you don't wanna talk about it but talking about shit like this helps." He told me before smiling.
"You know you can talk to me right?" He mocked me since I said that when he was upset about a nigga talking shit about him causing me to smile.
"I just don't know how to feel." I spoke softly. "She never spoke about my father. I'd ask her about him and she'd always find a way to change the subject, now I know why. She felt guilty." I told him
"It's not even about the money OR the letters. It's about her not telling me all this for years. She sat here smiling in my face knowing full well she didn't make sure my father's last wishes were fulfilled." I told him as I felt my eyes water.
"I don't know how I'm finna get the strength to look at her again and even if I do, it won't be the same way." I told him and I took a glance at him and saw that he was looking straight forward listening to me though.
"That's yo mama though, Vee. You gotta work things out with her. Remember when Sherhonda started an argument wimme everytime she saw me and you told me to sit down with her and talk shit out?" He questioned and I nodded before smiling wiping my eyes.
