𝕿𝖍𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖗𝖒

𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 29

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-Wednesday ; 2020-
-Baton Rouge-
-Mama G's 1st House-
-Nevaeh Renee Quinn-
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"Heyyy, this is Skylar, leave a message and I'll call you right back, sike.. I won't but just leave a message, byeee"

I was laying in bed crying.

I miss Sky, she'd know what to do.

I thought, so I called her so that I could at least hear her voice. I feel so alone and I understand why everyone is angry wimme, especially 3Three and Joe.

It all came back after Trell left. I remembered everything and I really didn't deserve him after the shit I pulled. It don't matter whether I was drunk or not, I was wrong.

"Hey, this is Skylar, leave a message and I'll call you right back, sike... I won't but just leave a message, byeee"

I listened to it again crying even more. I heard a knock on my door and I kept quiet but the door opened anyway.

"Vaeh." I heard Ben's voice and covered my face so he wouldn't see I was crying. "Sit up fa me real quick." He told me and I looked at him as he sat down on the side of the bed.

"Fuck, you look like shit." He told me and I mugged him sitting up. "When last you took a bath?" He questioned and I mumbled "Yesterday" and he sighed.

"He'll come around" He told me and I wiped my tears shaking my head. "No, no he won't Ben. I fucked up. Kentrell warned me and told me if I did sumn like this again, we'd be done and we are." I told him and he furrowed his brows. "Watchu mean?" he questioned

"When I kissed Jaydayoungan.." I told him and he scrunched his face up. "You did what? oh hell naw. Shit you kissed the lizard too? nobody even know that. No wonder that nigga was on yo live - why YB ain't te-" he thought out loud before looking at me while I just stared at him.

"Okay, look. Sitting here crying ain't gone help you with shit. Meet up with him and talk. I'm pretty sure my boy ain't move on yet, ya feel me. Fix things, best." He told me and I bit my lip tryna stop the tears from falling.

"I'm sorry, please tell 3three I'm sorry too. I-" I stopped when my voice cracked and looked down.

"Y'all gone be aight, he just needs sometime to think okay and nobody mad at you, we ain't judging either. Matter of fact, we angry with Teelee more than you and she said it herself.. sheon fuck with herself right now." He told me causing me to crack up.

"You good slime and we ain't come up here until now cause we didn't know if you wanted to see anyone or just wanted to be alone." He told me and I nodded wiping the falling tear.

"I ain't gone lie though, you was dead ass disrespectful for kissing that niggas cheek in front of us."

"I'm sorry, ion know what came over me." I told him and he looked at me. "You good. So you finna come out and sit with us? like finally stop hiding? cause you done pulled a Casper of us the past three days." He told me and I gave him a sad smile.

"Yeah but I just gotta shower first." I told him and he smiled "aight, lemme leave then." He told me before pulling me into a hug. "love you lil sis" he told me and I smiled. "Love you too big bro." we let go and he stood up.