Philophobia {COMPLETE}

Chapter 13 💔

It's been about a month since Yoongi broke down in school and for the most part, everything was normal. Yoongi was still quiet and preferred to only be little around Hoseok, Namjoon, Seokjin, and Jungkook.

It's not that he doesn't like Taehyung, he just isn't super close to him, and he grew up with Jimin, but they were never close either.

Seokjin decided to continue his semester online so he can be home more, which all the boys are grateful for, especially Namjoon and Yoongi. This was one of the reasons Namjoon didn't stay every night like he did when Seokjin first came back. He didn't have too because he knew that when he got home from school, his boyfriend would be in Seoul.

Hoseok is still staying with Namjoon, and on the nights he would stay over with Seokjin, Hoseok stayed over too and hung out with Yoongi.

Over time Hoseok learned that Yoongi is a really clingy and cuddly person when he was big and little, not that he minded. He found it cute, which made his feelings grow stronger, which scared him.

The more he thought about it, the more he realized he wanted to be with Yoongi, but there was always that small voice in the back of his mind telling him, "You'll get hurt again" "He doesn't love you so don't even try" "You're setting yourself up"

Hoseok knew he shouldn't listen to the voice, but then again he was trying to be cautious. Hell, he didn't even know if Yoongi felt the same way towards him, and he was a little afraid to find out.

Yoongi still switches between Namjoon's house and the Jeon house. It's kinda like Seokjin and Namjoon have split custody of Yoongi.  Yoongi normally only stayed with Namjoon if he was little since Hoseok was currently living with him, and little Yoongi had a deep attachment to the sunshine boy. Big Yoongi was very fond of the boy too, but he had enough emotional stability to sleep without Hoseok right next to him.

It was now spring break and all the guys were excited, well, except Jimin. He felt like a 7th wheel when they all hung out. There was the Namjin couple, Taehyung and Jungkook were now dating so there was Namjin and Taekook, and then there was Hosek and Yoongi.

They weren't a couple, but they were extremely close and Yoongi never really liked leaving Hoseok's side. Call him clingy, but he had his reasons.

"Hey guys, me and Jin have some news," Namjoon came walking downstairs, his handsome boyfriend trailing behind him. Everyone was at Seokjin, Jimin, and Jungkook's house.

Their parents went on a vacation to some resort in Japan, so they will be gone for two weeks. Everyone agreed to just stay at their house since it was the biggest, no parents, and they were gonna spend the week together anyway, or so they thought.

"What is it, Hyung?" Taehyung asked, looking away from the screen. He was watching Jungkook beat Jimin's ass at Overwatch.

"We are going to the beach for a few days, so you guys will be here alone till Friday," Seokjin stated with a smile as Namjoon wrapped his arms around his waist, resting his chin on Seokjin's shoulder.

Before anyone could say anything, Yoongi burst into tears. He, for once, pushed Hoseok and made desperate grabby hands to Seokjin. The raven-haired male frowned and picked Yoongi up.

"It's ok, Bub. It's only 3 days then we will be back Friday ok?" Seokjin tried to reason with the sobbing boy in his arms, but nothing was helping.

"Look, Seokkie will still be here, and TaeTae, Kookie, and Minnie will too," Namjoon chimed in, rubbing Yoongi's back to try and calm him down.

In all honesty, he could care less about Jimin and Jungkook being there, but he liked Taehyung's company. The young boy didn't have to be little to act the same age as Yoongi was in headspace. He always acted young for his age, but playing with Yoongi was when he could really embrace it.
Yoongi calmed down a little bit but was still crying.

Hearing Yoongi cry broke Hoseok's heart. Over the past month, Hoseok has come to terms with his feelings, though he still doesn't feel ready to be in a relationship. Plus, he still isn't sure of Yoongi's feelings. Everyone thought they were both either ignorant or just ignored the fact that Hoseok flirts with Yoongi 24/7 and Yoongi loves it, despite his whines and protests.

Hoseok stood up and took Yoongi from Seokjin since he and Namjoon needed to pack. They would be after dinner, so hopefully, Yoongi would be asleep before they left. Hoseok and Yoongi were staying in the guest room currently, so that's where all of Yoongi's little things were.

Hoseok went and grabbed his must-haves and exited the room, going back to the living room and watching the two brothers fight about how Jungkook was supposedly cheating.

The little made himself comfortable in Hoseok's lap and stared up at the redhead. When Yoongi was little, he always stared at Hoseok. He thought the younger male was handsome, so why not stare.

When he was big, he couldn't just stare at Hoseok just because. He would become flustered and look away, so he usually admired Hoseok when he was little, that way he wasn't expected to talk and have a reason for staring.

Hoseok noticed the way the little would stare at him, he usually ignored it and prevented himself from blushing, but sometimes he would stare back. This was one of those times.

He looked into Yoongi's adorable cat-like eyes, showing his blinding heart-shaped smile. Yoongi giggled behind his paci and broke eye contact for a second and looked at Hoseok's hand.

"Mm," Yoongi hummed softly and reached for his hand. Hoseok caught on and gave Yoongi his hand. The little grabbed his hand and smiled.

"Seokkie!" He gummy smiled behind his paci and looked at their hands.

"Little Prince~" Hoseok smiled more and kissed Yoongi's nose, making him giggle.

"Hyung, can I play with him? Watching them fight is boring," Taehyung pouted and rolled his eyes. Hoseok looked at Yoongi again.

"You wanna play with TaeTae, baby?" Yoongi looked at Taehyung before looking back at Hoseok, then at Taehyung again, this time extending his free hand to him. Taehyung smiled and held the baby's hand.

"Let's color!" Taehyung smiled and ran to get crayons and coloring books. When he got back, he and Yoongi began coloring, though Yoongi never let go of Hoseok's hand. The redhead smiled widely watching his best friend and his baby color and just ignore the world around them.