Love Or Obsession

Chapter thirty one

Avni was banging the door and crying.

Avni: Neil open the door neil I am saying the last time open the door otherwise I will break it.

She hears a voice.

Neil: avni don't worry I am fine just go from here.

Avni: no I will not go from here open the door.

Neil: avni please go from here I am fine I don't want to hurt you I am not in my control right now please go.

Avni: no first you open the door.

Neil close his eyes and clutch his fist and blood was dripping from his hand.

Neil: avni please.

Fresh tear falls from avni's eyes.

Avni: Neil please open the door I am worried about you please open it please.

Neil turns and saw she is crying by keeping her hands and head to the door Neil feels bad he close his eyes and rub his forehead to calm himself.

Neil went to the door avni hears the sound because Neil broke the things and he was coming by walking on them avni wipes her tears and wait for him to open the door he opens the door avni look at him and hugs him she cries badly Neil hugs her back and cries avni was crying because she thought she lost him neil cries because after years he saw his mom his past came in front of him he became weak to see her now he is angry on himself why he became weak he is surrounded by many emotions anger sadness weakness helplessness avni breaks the hug and cup his face.

Avni: aaa are you ok Han did you hurt yourself tell me say something.

Neil was looking at her avni look inside and shocked the room was messed the table shelves were on the floor files were shattered glass pieces were on the floor then she shocked to see the blood.

Avni: b b bloo blood.

Avni look at him.

Avni: did you hurt yourself  what you did with you.

Avni checks him then she saw his hand and shocked to see the blood she look at him.

Avni: Neil your hand is bleeding why didn't you tell me before come with me.

Avni holds his other hand and drag him to the room she made him sit.

Avni: sit her.

She went to the cupboard and take out the first aid box then came to him she took his hand and cleans the blood Neil was looking at her tear falls from her eyes Neil tried to wipe her tears but she jerked his hand Neil shocked she glare him.

Avni: don't you dare to touch me.

Avni wipes her tears and do his bandage then she took her clothes from the cupboard and went to freshen up avni hangs them and cries by keeping her one hand to the wall Neil hears her sob because he was standing and waiting for her Neil went and bang the door.

Neil: avni avni are you ok avni why are you crying avni avni answer me.

Avni hears that she wipes her tears and after sometime she came out Neil saw her red face because of cry .

Neil: a.

she ignore him and went to the bed and lays on the bed Neil was looking at her he saw the time it's 9 o'clock.

Neil: avni first have the dinner then sleep please.

She cover her face with the duvet Neil went to her and sit on the floor infront of her he tries to pull the duvet she clutch that tightly Neil feels bad.

Neil: avni please don't pour my anger on the food please have the dinner.

No response.

Neil whispers: I am sorry.

His whispered sorry always melt her hear by hearing that she felt a pinch in her heart she sit on the bed Neil smiles.

Neil: avni.

Avni: you freshen up I am going to get the food.

They get up avni went Neil went to the window and look at the sky.

Neil pov:

Neil: what a day the whole day was tiring but the last few hours are just I just hate them.

Neil was telling the story in flashback.

Flashback:

I was coming home with my life line she taught me a lesson that we have to save something for the hard time we were talking and I remember mo Mrs raichand I thought why she didn't think like her why she was not like her then suddenly avni screamed my name and I saw a lady came infront of the car I tried to stop the car but it hits her though I stoped the car at time we were shocked then we get down from the car avni sits and turn the lady I was shocked to see her she was Shweta raichand i numbed to see her I felt a sharp pain in my heart to see her the fear of losing her took over me then i sat and took her in my arms.

Neil hits his hand to the wall.

Neil: I became weak why why I became weak.

Again the flashback started and Neil narrated the story.

Neil: I lost my senses we took her to the hospital where Avni consoled me i hugged her and cried then I remember everything my childhood memories came infront of my eyes like I am watching a movie I said avni let's go but she said first some one from her family come there then she will come with me I asked that man to come there and took avni home without giving her a chance to say because I knew she made me stay there for some more time and I didn't want to be there for a single second I was angry on myself why I became  weak why I forgot everything by seeing her why. I took avni at home and I directly went to the study room and locked the flashes of her accident came infront of my eyes and i got more angry on myself i took the glass from the table and hit my hand to the table then I pushed the tea table I throw the files which were kept in the shelves then I pushed the shelves the other table and I heard avni's voice she was begging me to open the door but I was hell angry and I didn't want to hurt her so I asked her to go but she is so stubborn she didn't listen to me then I saw her crying yes she was crying she was crying for me she looked so tensed and worried and I got more angry on me I always ended up hurting her I always tried to make her happy but I always do the opposite I opened the door and she hugged me and cried badly I clearly saw the love and care when she cupped my face she was genuinely concerned for me then she got scared to see the blood and took me here and do the bandage.

Flashback ends.

Neil's pov continue.

Neil: now she is angry with me but still she cared for me she got up when I called her because she knew I can't eat till she won't eat.

Neil's pov ends.

Neil hears the sound of keeping the tray on the table Neil turns and saw she is pouring the water in the glass he went to her.

Neil: avni.

Avni: let's have the dinner.

Neil: how I will eat?

Avni look at him he shows his hand she angirly look at him and sits Neil sits besides her she feeds him neil hold her hand with his left hand avni look at him he took her hand to her mouth and sign eat avni eats that Neil smiles then she feeds him like this they finished avni picks the tray and went to the kitchen then she comes back and saw him struggling to open the button of the shirt she went to him and help him to open the button neil look at her.

Neil: avni I am sorry.

No response she take out the shirt from the cupboard and make him wear it then she was going to the bed he holds her hand avni turns her face and look at the hand then on him.