By Chance 《Chanlix》

~ 32 ~

*Chan's POV*

"What if I don't want you to."

Hold yourself back Christopher Bang. Don't fuck it up.

"Felix you aren't being yourself."

"So beautiful."

Oh lord chan wanted to take the boy right then and there.

Chan carefully placed his hands on top of Felix's and removed them from his body leaving only the ghost of his touch, and held them in his own. "Felix you're tired, you just woke up. Go and take a shower and then come down for breakfast okay?" Chan spoke in the softest voice he could muster.

The boy was again staring intently at Chan's bare chest with curious eyes. After a minute of silence, Felix nodded and stuck out his bottom lip. So cute.

Chan reached down and pecked him on the forehead.

Felix let go of his hands and practically ran out of his room. Oh no, did he go too far? Damn it he fucked it up.

*Felix's POV*

Felix ran to his room and slammed the door, leaning up against it. He placed his hand over his heart. Calm down heart!

What in the curly frying hecking ass craziness had gotten into him.

He really just embarrassed himself again huh. There was no way he could face Chan again. Nuh uh. Why did you do it feliiiixxx. You just couldn't resist touching him could you, even worse, you basically told him to- ughhhhhh!!!!

Felix sat down on his bed and contemplated jumping out the window and running away. No, it was too high up.

He even kissed him on the forehead. The warmth of Chan's lips on his skin remained as did the feeling of care that lingered in the sweet kiss. He lifted his fingers and brushed them over the still tingling spot.

After contemplating everything for a good ten minutes, Felix decided to freshen up as he didn't want Chan to be waiting too long for him to eat breakfast. Though he really wished he could skip it entirely.

As the cold water ran through his dark hair and slithered down the slope of his back, Felix became immersed in thought. What was that feeling he felt when he saw Chan shirtless - why was he so affected by it.

He felt hot inside, and he had a desire to just touch him. He wanted to know what it felt like, and surely, the blond boys skin was as fiery as his own.

Something very small inside of him was also very curious to know in which way he would react to the touch that was so unfamiliar.

Felix realised how long he was taking only when he felt the water, as cold as it was, burn against his skin from constantly beating the same area on his back.

Once clothed, he slowly walked down the stairs, regretting everything. He had finally made it to the dining table without beating himself up and smiled automatically when he saw blond boy seated in a chair, food placed both infront of him and on the table for the chair across from him.

He rested a hand on his cheek and gave back his soul crushing smile.

"Hey there b-" he cleared his throat upon seeing the maids walk through the kitchen door, "Felix."

Felix could not move.

Chan almost called him- in front of- who would've told-

Nonono he didn't even want to think about it.

He slowly walked over to the seat and pulled it out, embarrassment rushing through his body and running straight to his cheeks. He sat without a word. He refused to do so much as to look at Chan.