Room mates ☞ l.t

chapter ten

A/N: wOw i havent updated in a year !! hAHAHAHAHA OMg IM SO FUNNY

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Louis

My fingers grip my hair tighter as i pace up and down the room. My feet will not stop moving, just like the thoughts in my head wont stop processing.

Ive defined that i defiantly have something towards Ella. I know it. I feel it every time she enters the room, every time i get the scent of her perfume when she walks past me, every time she falls asleep on the couch after watching tv. I can tell she still doesn't like me, but boy i'd give anything to change that.

Part of me wishes i never saved her stupid ass from Harry in the first place because maybe i wouldn't be in this position now, but the other part is so damn grateful i did because i would never have realised how much Ella could really change me. To actually show myself how much of an asswipe i really was.

But also to show that it is possible for bad people to love.

"Fuck" I whisper, sitting down on the end of my unmade bed and rubbing my palms over my face. No matter how hard i try to deny my feelings for her, it wont change.

"God i'm so fucking stupid" I tell myself for the thousandth time today.

But i need Ella to at least like me so i wont drive myself completely insane. I need to get her to think of me as at least a friend. She doesn't believe me when i say i'm changing for her. So how do i show her?

I think. I think, i think, i think and i think. Many pointless thoughts come to mind like, make her breakfast, buy her a pillow, buy her some hair ties. All are fucking stupid, but that's how i am. I'm not used to this new feeling towards a girl. Usually, if a girl doesn't like me i just shrug it off and move on to another girl. But Ella is different. She's not like the other girls who walk around in five hundred pound jeans and designer boots. She doesn't beg for sex or really care for what anyones says about her.

She hangs around with complete losers but she doesn't care. I approach her at school and lift up her skirt or make fun of her in science but she doesn't give a single fuck. Instead she takes it out on her own arm and that's what i cant stand. That i have led such an innocent and beautiful girl like Ella, to lower her self esteem, make her believe she is ugly and worthless, and to cause her to do that.

Suddenly, an idea pops into my head. It's not the greatest plan but it might make her believe i really am changing.

It's time to make amends with possibly my worst enemy.

Liam James Payne.

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"I still don't understand why your doing this" Ella says as we cross the road. I shrug, slipping my hands into my pockets.

"Maybe it's time for a change"

The words that leave my mouth cause her to turn her head and roll her eyes at me. Great start (!)

Ella told me that she was going out for a coffee with Liam today, so just like my idea, i asked to tag along. She was extremely confused as to why i would want to go out with my apparent two most hated rivals for coffee, and she still is. I cant tell her how i feel just yet. She needs to put the pieces together herself.

She pushes open the glass door, the instant smell of coffee surrounds me and the bell above my head rings, signalling the door has been opened. The place is honestly quite small and cute with all the mini tables scattered around the room and the green coloured walls. It's snug.