Admiration happens in such a high frequency.
Sometimes, it results in hatred since the person turned out to be someone you dislike. Sometimes, it leads to deeper forms such as crushes or maybe love.
It's a thorny devastating path disguised as flower path you can easily walk on. Since most of the time, the gap is far too great or the sacrifice to be made is far too risky.
For me, loving someone from afar is accepting the indisputable fact that you can't have that person at all. Such as the notion goes, "So close yet so far". That's why, I gave up on her with that in mind.
Besides that, maybe it's because I am naturally cautious.
I hate to admit... Sometimes, too cautious.
Most times, I tend to dwell too much on a decision that would change my life. When I decide to be impulsive, it doesn't end well. I indirectly flicked the dominoes leading to somebody else's pain.
At present, along with a secret we began to talk more. That secret... It's not just a commitment but a responsibility. And I have started to get involved deeper than I already was, I decided to keep moving.
I swear... This time for sure, I'll succeed.
But, regardless of my reasons, I'm certain that the time she suffered must be compensated by something entirely different but of equal value.
Similar to what she, deserved to have.
- Chou Joohee
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Vague Certainties {on-going revisions}
FanfictionIn every broken relationship, there are various motivations to move forward. Minatozaki Sana, a girl from a recent heartbreak, finds herself in a pinch. What she thought was, turns out to be wrong. No matter how vague her certainties are, can she en...
