He's Still Mine. [SEQUEL TO HE IS MINE, DAVE EAST URBAN]

five

Zion

I glanced at Jessika and she was staring at me happily. Which left me confused because what the hell could she be happy about that involved me? Andre called Bri to their bedroom and I could hear them arguing making me chuckle. "Hi." Jessika said trying to get my attention.

The last time I looked into her eyes it was the time when her innocence was taken away when she was forced at gun point to engage in sexual intercourse with more than just one guy. That night I will never forget the pain her eyes carried the cries she made. It ate me up for a long time.

I wanted to save her from all the pain if I could but I was outnumbered, threats were carried out that my sister would be the one to experience such if I backed out. I had no choice. I didn't even enjoy that shit.

I felt uncomfortable being here now. It was awkward so I walked out of the apartment without looking back. I got into my car and drove home.

Me and her talk on Facebook but just some basic shit. I stumbled upon her friend request one time. At first I thought that maybe it's a set up or something from her mom but after accepting her friend request she messaged me a long ass text telling me how much she hated me all those years how much she was angry at me hoping that one day I die a tragic death just so I can feel how she felt and have my family go through the same pain that her family went through.

She went on to tell me that she has held on to that for so long that she couldn't see the beauty of life, she was angry for so long and that anger was holding her back from living her life while mine continued. She really laid down her feelings raw as she experienced them and the guilt came back all over again. What seemed to be a dark tunnel, fortunately enough there was light at the end of it when she told me that she forgives me and we continued talking.

I was feeling good after she had told me that her forgiveness meant a lot to me and now that she forgave me, my life went on too. Yes, we have grown to be some sort of acquaintances but I don't feel anything for her and I don't see myself being involved with her romantically, a friendship is all that I barely see for us even, it's too weird. I still love Brianni and with her latest act of jealousy confirmed to me that she's also still in love with me, she might be with him but, her heart is still mine.

I am just waiting for her to grow up and stop playing around then maybe we can pick up were we left off, I am not gonna make it easy for her so that next time she wanna 'break up' with me then she will know that she can lose me forever. This ain't a game. You can't just give up on someone you love.

I got home and Krysti was about to leave too she was out of her maid uniform and was wearing her casual clothes.

Kyrsti and I have never flirted nor acted on anything. It's always strictly professional. "I'm glad you're home. I was about to go and I didn't want to leave your mom alone."

"where is she?" I looked around.

"she's sleeping." She said picking up her bag.

I nodded. "I'll see you tomorrow then."