Listen |Tsukiyama|

Whats going on?

As I started noticing more bruises everytime he came to my house I kept asking and he would avoid the question. I started studying him seeing how he reacted to different things. He didn't like loud noises and would flinch everytime he heard one. When I patted him on the back once he got scared I figured out how to calm him down all I have to do is embrace him for a few minutes but you don't just wake up with bruises and get scared by almost everything easily something or someone mist have caused this. I remember I asked Yamaguchi about his father and he wrote back "he left when I was 2" and I knew how he felt because my father left me to and I was lucky enough to have a strong and independent mother who didn't need anyone but herself to support our family. But turns out I was just blind and didn't realize he didn't have it the same as me. As time went on we grew closer we hung out almost everyday threw out middle school he was always there he practically lived in my house. He had a drawer full of his own clothes and he had his own pillow we shared a blanket he always slept in the same bed as me and we had been doing this for the past 5 years but we were used to it. Until one day me and Yamaguchi were having a sleepover he wrote to tell me he was going to bed and today like any other day he went to sleep facing me I hadn't closed the light yet, but I noticed he had a sliced scar mark on his cheek and he had black and blue bruises all over his legs arms torso and neck it must have hurt and I didnt want to disturb him and ask so we went to sleep. In the middle of the night I felt something hold onto me and I looked over to see Yamaguchi was hugging me I tried to move his hand but he said in a quiet voice "don't move let's stay like this for awhile." His voice was so angelic I wanted to hear it again if I had to cut off a leg to hear that voice I would. I instantly blushed and fell in love obviously i didn't show it but i never heard it again at least that's what I thought.

It had been 2 months since that happened Yamaguchi hadn't come to my house or been to school in 3 days I was worried and so on the fourth day I went to his house. I thought everything was okay I thought he was just sick why didn't I see it sooner why the hell couldn't I put the pieces together faster I could have helped him sooner but I'm stupid and careless and I couldn't see what was happening I wanted to find out where his bruises where from but I didn't know about this.