The years of Tadashi

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Oh Yamaguchi, I could never tell you how much I loved you and maybe you would have loved me back. Maybe you did but I'll never truly know will I. As I pulled the cigarette out of my mouth I notice it says was loved by everyone. That's not true I loved him the most but know one will ever know. Not anymore

As me and Yamaguchi grew up we became closer and I lived him more and more each year. He was silent but his eyes would say what his mouth and notebook couldn't. I never called the cops cause I figured he was okay after 2 years he seemed to have less and less bruises and he seemed to now love his mom she looked like she was getting better. Yamaguchi still came over all the time he practically live in my room but I didn't mind. The nights he wasn't there were the loneliest, it sounds dumb but I missed him alot he was my bestfriend if I could reverse what happened I would I would reverse everything make sure this never happened make sure he was okay but I can't fix something that's broken.

Yamaguchi seemed to love volleyball and after his float serve he seemed to get alot of attention I didn't mind and he seemed to love it. So as long as hes happy so am I, he was okay he was doing so good and everyone loved him.

In high school he was a great student like me mostly because I helped him with his homework we did everything together from waking up in the morning together to practicing volleyball together it was perfect he was perfect, we were perfect. Nothing matter to me when I was with him. If hinata was screaming and Kageyama was hitting Hinata for screaming I would ignore them and just stare at Yamaguchi. He was okay he smiled all the time. He love his life he loved his friends he loved everyone, he was honestly the sweetest nicest person you could ever meet and you could instantly fall in love with him.and that's exactly what I did I fell in love with him I loved him. More then any ok need would know he is the one. Well he was the one... he once told me that we would be invincible together and he was right. We were invincible. I was invincible with him. He was my Setter. He was my world. He was my everything. I swear he was okay,I would check up on him all the time when he wasn't at my house but I guess he was great at hiding it.

Yamaguchi you honestly are an idiot j don't know how I've put up with you for so long. We used to stay up all night talking about anything. From space and the astronomical atmosphere to the stars. Well I mean you never really talked so it was mostly me. So I guess nothing really changed right Tadashi. As tears rolled down my cheek I couldn't hold back anymore and I started crying I broke down. You see this Yamaguchi ahaha your making me cry baby why are you doing this to me.

I will never forget the moments we spent together. He was everything and anything I've ever wanted. Tadashi Yamaguchi. I FUCKING LOVE YOU!

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