💙 Swift x Saylor 💙
❤️ Rebel x Oak ❤️
💜 Ghost x Illinois 💜
🧡 MC x MM 🧡
💛 Caesar x Ace 💛
💚 Anthony x Ash 💚
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How will relationships work at Roosevelt High?
Will the fan girls get to crazy?!
Warning: this is going to be a sad chapter... It had to do with depression, please do not read if you think you will be offended or sad by this... <3
💜 Ghost's pov "Okay so I was wondering if you would... GO OUT WITH ME" An annoying blonde haired girl yelled at me. Great, when will these girls stop asking me out?! It is so annoying especially since I have a girlfriend already. "I have a girl" I say, the girls starts to cry and I just roll my eyes and walk away. I walk to math class and sit down. Illinois is sitting next to me but she didn't even say hi, so that's weird. She usually at least says a simple hello. Before I could question the bell rang and class started. Okay, I'll just ask at lunch I guess.
Time Skip to lunch
We all sit down at the table. Rebel, MC, Swift, me, Illinois, Saylor, and Oak. And MM is still in the hospital, but those are the people we sit with at lunch. We usually eat on the roof or out in the yard. We are on the roof today and Illinois still hasn't said a word yet. I'm about to say something when a girl with red long hair walks through the door onto the roof. "Hey Ghostie! Can I talk to you for a minute?" She says. I am about to say no when I notice Illinois get up an walk away. I get up to get her but the stupid girl grabs my arm. I glare at her but she says, "c'mon you don't need her I'm better~". I growl at her and Saylor walks over and rips the girl away from me before I could push her off. Yeah, I really didn't want to have to push her even though she is stupid and annoying. I raise a 'brow' when the girl starts to try and get out of Saylor's hold but failing bad. I quickly turn around and run out the door to find Illinois. I have no clue where she was though. I walk all around the school but no sign of her. Hmm, where would I go if I was her? Then I realized that there was a technically abandoned part of the school. I walk outside and to the doors of that part. I open the doors and walk into the dark building. Okay, now what? I go to a room that had the door slightly opened and looked in it. Illinois was sitting on the old teachers desk that hasn't been used in probably years. She is facing away from the door so she doesn't see me. I walk in and over to her. I hug her and she jumps a little. (He hugs her like the photo below but he's standing and she's sitting on the desk)
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After a minute she says, "why do you date me". I freeze, "...what?" I ask confused. "Why do you date me? You could be dating any other girl, a girl that's actually nice, pretty, smart, and happy... So why don't you break u-" she says.
💜 Illinois's pov "... So why don't you break u-" I was saying. Ghost growled lowly making me stop. "Because I love you" he says hugging me tighter. I freeze, he loves... Me. Me? "B-but -" I stutter and mentally slap myself for it. "No! No buts, your the nicest, smartest, prettiest, and- wait, why did you say that, you weren't happy???" Ghost says. Well shit, I accidentally let that slip. F*ck, I really am stupid aren't I... I shrug and try to think of an excuse, "because I never look happy. I seem like an emotionless girl who doesn't talk" I say. Ghost pauses but eventually says, "oh, but that doesn't matter. Because I still love you". I actually smile a little, I freaking Smiled! Like I haven't smiled for a long time, and it was a real genuine smile. Even though I smiled, I still feel sad. I just lied to Ghost. But lying won't make the voices go away.
You're psychotic! Fat! Ugly! Worthless! Nothing! Your insane! Nobody loves you! He's lying! He doesn't care about you! Your a stupid girl! Hahahaha!
I blink back tears, "I love you too" I say as I turn and hug him back. I feel him smile into my shoulder. I know that it's because I said I love him, and I told him I'm happy but there's always that little f*cking voice!
He's smiling because he lied! You believed the lies! He's laughing at you!
You bitch he isn't even laughing!
He wants to! He can't believe he's dating you! He playing with your emotions...
Save it! I don't wanna hear right now! Make me feel sad and shit at home!
Don't worry... We will!
Ghost and I head back to lunch and eat. I talk a little to everyone else. At least I don't need to fake a smile, they don't think I smile. So I don't need to go through that extra pain. Anyways I get through the schools day and when I get home I go to my armory. Like usual. But they don't know that I cry in here. Most of my time in here is me crying, and trying to make the voices go away.
...................…................................................. To be continued... ...................…................................................. ┻━┻ ヘ╰( •̀ε•́ ╰)
