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Dinner at Rossi's

I slowly get dressed throwing on a pencil skirt and a blue shirt with a black vest. I put on a little make up and pulled my hair out of my face. I looked at my hand it had turned purple from when I punched the wall. "Damn." I mumbled under my breath grabbing my phone and walking out the door.

Derek pulled up and I smiled at him, getting into the car. "Someone really knows how to clean up." He says smiling at me. "Just drive Derek." I say hitting his shoulder laughing. "What happened to your hand?" He asks glancing at my hand as we drove down the road. "I punched a wall.." I mumble. "Is it because of pretty boy getting a girlfriend?" He asks. "I don't care about him." I mumble

"Yeah you do." He says. "You can't just hide your feelings like this it isn't healthy." He says. "What the fuck makes you think I am hiding my feelings? I am open with my feelings? I am talking to you about it aren't I?" I say looking away from him. "Sure you are, maybe you should talk to him about it."

We pull up to Rossi house and I get out of the car. I walk up the driveway and I feel Derek grab my elbow. "I am here for you, just remember that." He says. "I know." I mumble and walk up to the door. Derek knocks and Rossi answers, and let's us in. "Well you look beautiful miss Basia." He says leading me to the kitchen.

"Thanks Rossi." I mumble. I see Prentiss and smile at her. "Hey Basia, what happened to your hand?" She asks. I can feel Derek's eyes on my back. "I fell getting out of the car I am so clumsy sometimes." I say laughing awkwardly. "Well, be careful." She laughs. I nod and turn to J.J. " hey." I say hugging her. I can see her smile falter when she sees my hand. " hey, are you ok?" She asks. "Yeah, I am fine." I say smiling.

"Hey Basia." Hotch says smiling. "Hey Hotch." I say. "How are you feeling from the last case?" He asks. "I am feeling good." I say smiling. The door bell rings and I see Derek take his eyes away from Garcia to look at me. "I will get it." J.J says walking toward the door.

"Hey Spence." I hear J.J say. I turn to the counter and the a glass of wine. They walk in and I see the girl. She is pretty way prettier then me. Her hair is curled and pin back with a barrette. Spencer gos around introducing her to all of us. And finally he gets to me. "Basia, this is Maria. Maria, this is my friend Basia." He says. Talk about friend zoned. "Hello, nice to meet you." I say holding my hand out to her. She shakes it in distaste and they move away from me quickly.

And that's how the while night gos, so when Derek is finally ready to go. I am in the car before he can get out of the house. "That girl is a bitch." He mumbles pulling out of the driveway. " I am glad someone else think so." I mumble. "Well I don't think they will last." He says trying to make me happy but it doesn't work. Soon we get to my house and I get out of the car. "Bye Derek I will see you tomorrow." I say waving he waves and leaves.

I walk into the house and change into sweatpants and a tank top. I read a book and then wash my face. I lay in bed and I stare at the ceiling for about an hour. Soon I drift to sleep unhappy and bored with my life