Sunday 17th, 2019.
I groaned.
" Seriously Nibbles, you gotta stop waking me up like this. " I picked it up from my face and dropped it on my bed.
Stiffling a yawn, I stretched. I stared at my clothes, wondering why I didn't change last night.
Exhaling, I sighed.
Right. Kyle broke up with me. My heart sank.
Oh God. I rubbed my eyes then my face in general. Bracing and forbbing myself not to cry, I walked into the bathroom and brushed my teeth.
Picking up Nibbles, as it started licking it's paw,
I whispered, " Don't tell anymore about last night. Okay? "" Meow. " It gave me continues licks on my face. Making me giggle. " I'll take that as a yes. "
A beautiful bunch of flowers were the first thing I noticed on the kitchen isle. Taking my eyes off it, I set Nibbles on the contertop.
I said a quick good morning to mom, as she filled the waffle maker with batter. She replied with morning and a sly look right after.
" What? " I walked to cabinet and picked out a cherry lollipop.
" What do you mean 'what'? " She countered. "You came home so late last night. Did Kyle finally ask the question!? " She squeals, as she closed the waffle maker.
" Uh, not really. " I mumbled, putting the lollipop in my mouth.
I could recall every word he said.
I can't do this anymore...
We're over...
I just stopped loving you...
" He didn't. " I breathed.
" Why does your voice sound sad, honey? " She whispered coming over to me.
" It does? " I cleared my throat. Blinking continuously, I fought back the tears. I pulled my lollipop from my mouth. " You must be hearing things. " I told her hurriedly, as I walked away from her hold.
" Honey, " She started but I was quick to cut her off.
" Who are the flowers for? " I rushed in, putting my lollipop back in my mouth.
" Your dad. " She watched me. " I'm dropping it off today. "
I licked my lollipop harder. " Can I go instead? "
She was shocked. She swallowed as she opened the waffle maker, taking out breakfast. " You want to go? "
She asked bewildered. Probably because I've never actually gone there before.
" I want to. " I stated firmly.
" Wow. You've always locked yourself up in your room whenever I tried to take you. " She drizzled syrup on my waffles.
" I know. " I drawled, taking my lollipop out. " And I still don't want to. But I have a lot, I wanna tell him. "
" Are you sure? "
Seeing him in his grave seemed to real to me. Like his death would be official. Finalised.
But I had no choice, seeing as I needed someone to talk to. If I told mom Kyle and I broke up because of my appearance. She would be devastated.
I sighed. " I'll go. "
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I exhaled as the cab came to a stop. Handing the cab driver a few bucks, I picked up Nibbles and the flowers then got out of the car.
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The new old me. (ON HOLD.)
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