LA Underworld |colby brock

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     So many thoughts were splashing around in my head after colbys speech. What do I do in all honesty. So I believe him after he hurt me so bad? "Uh Katrina can we talk in my room please" I asked nervously. After a moment Katrina nodded her head and followed me to my room

     "what do i do Kat? I love him but I don't want to get hurt again" I said as we sat on my bed. My heart was beating out of my chest in nervousness.

       "Colby would never ever intentionally hurt you I promise you that. He really is telling you the truth. It really was a plan from Shea and Gabe. Also Mike told me about the dream and he would NEVER do that. He has been a wreck without you." Katrina said reassuringly.

       ''i am scared Katrina. I love him so much. I know he would never harm me like Gabe, but I can't help thinking its my fault and in the end ill drive Colby to do the same thing. My heart can't take that." i said as tears streamed down my face.

        Deep down I know its not my fault but after going through this situation twice I can't help but wonder if its actually me. And the fact that Gabe is still alive makes me think that they want to let him go because they agree with him.

     "LUNA NO it is not your fucking fault. Never ever fucking believe that it is. Gabe is a fucking psycopath. Colby will never fucking lay a hand on you in that way. He will only love and cherish you if you give him another chance. Okay?" Katrina said.

     If this conversation the one it is my mouth would have dropped from the amount of times she said fucking in one go. I think I have mad my decision.

      ''okay now lets go i have made my decision" i said to Katrina fully understanding what has to be done fot my sake. Katrina nodded and hopped off the bed and went first out the door. I took a couple seconds to regain my composure.

        I stepped out of the room and all eyes were on me. Mike and Elton looked and with such care watching my evert move to make sure I do not collapse. Katrina looked at me with reassurance not knowing what i will do but letting me know it will be okay either way. Colby looks at me with fear and nervousness.

          "Colby after careful consideration i have decided that i will give this another chance but we need to slow. It will take me a while to completly trust you again but i love you too much to not give this another chance" I said with a small smile.

      "can i come hug you" he asked with hopefullness in his eyes and in his smile. I nodded and he got up and came to me slowly trying not to startle me. And that is greatly appreciated.

      When he got to me he threw his arms around me in a tight hug but was still very catious of mu inguries. We stayed like that for a few minutes and I felt nothing but safety and security in his arms. The feeling was great.

        "I love you" he whispered in my ear making my heart warm completely. "i love you" i whispered back. I looked up and him the same time he looked down at me. I saw nothing but love in his eyes.

        So deciding on the bold option i grabbed his face and kissed him. I could tell he was caught off guard and surprised but he kissed back quickly. After a while we pulled apart and looked at everyone else.

       "I think its time we go and leave the love birds to catch up" MIke said with a smile. Elton and Katrina nodded and stood up. I hugged Katrina and Elton then moved on to hugging Mike. "thank you" i said to him. He smiled and nodded.

         I feel extremly bad Mike has had a crush on me forever but he brought Colby here so we could make up.  He would do anything for me even though i don't return the feelings and I am extremly thankful that I have him in my life.

    After they left Colby and I decided maybe to watch a movie. " oh i almost forgot here" he said as he handed me a basket. Inside that basket were my favorites. It had a teddy bear and some sweedish fish. It also had my favorite Ben and Jerry's. Cherry Garcia, Cold brew caramel latte, Oat of this swirled, and pumpkin cheesecake. There were also some mugs and candles and flowers. There was also a card with a note.

 

              Luna,

      I love you so much. I hope as you are reading this you have decided to take me back. You saved me in so many ways. I am a better person because of you. I am nothing without you. I am no longer a cold person because you bring light into my life without even knowing it. I have no idea what i would ever do without you and I don't know how i made it through life before without you. I love you Luna longtime. i will love you forever.

     truly forever yours

        Cole Robert Brock

            I cried as I read his note. I hugged him again. And somehow I knew it would take a while but I would be alright.

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