you saved me...but why?

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Stars POV~

I started to wake up and heard two people yelling at each other. I listened more carefully and it was my mom and.....Andy Biersack!? I tried getting up but my head hurt so much and someone was pushing me down, not to hard but hard enough. It was Ashley holding me back and shaking his head. I looked at him and nodded. He smiled and whispered "you'll be okay. Just stay here real quick okay?" he said with a soft voice and getting up. I nodded and layer back down.

"NO! SHE STAYS HERE WITH US YOU MOTHER FUCKER! She's never going home with you." I heard Andy yell to my mother. That's so sweet....wait no! I rushed up and go in between them.

"IM NOT GOING WITH ANY OF YOU IF YOU GUYS KEEP SHOUTING!" I yelled so loud at both of them and rushed out of the bus. I was running but didn't know where I was going. I finally stooped and saw I was at a park. I was sobbing my eyes out until I heard someone call my name. I looked and saw no one. "That was weird...." I said. It was getting dark out and I was still sitting there on the grass. I was getting tired and I know no one would be looking for me. So it was a good time to do something. I took out my razor and started cutting big cuts across my arms and legs. And some on my stomich. I was a very bad person to do this but I don't care.

I started falling asleep with blood running down slowly on my pale body. I felt a very skinny arm wrap around me and saw Andy. I looked down and started to cry.

"You okay?" he asked so concerned. "No. No one cares where I go or what I do. So no." is all I said until I felt a soft finger on my chin and lift up my head. I closed my eyes and sighed. Then I felt to soft lips on mine. I was in shock and opened my eyes slowly to see Andy kissing me. I kissed back slowly and closed my eyes again.

He pulled away slowly and started to blush. "I care star. Please don't do this to your self. Your a beautiful girl, please don't do this." is all he said and I just nodded. He picked me up and I wraped my arms around his neck. We got back to the bus and my mother was gone. Thank God. He set me down on a bed and smiled. I smiled back and fell asleep. He climbed in beside me and cuddled me in his arms and fell asleep. I felt so happy.

The next morning I woke up and everyone was still sleeping. I got out of bed and went outside to smoke. Yes I smoke as well. All I could remember is Andy kissing me. His soft lips against mine and his bright blue eyes hidden behind his eye lids. It was a dream. I stayed outside for a while with my third cigarette. I finally went in and everyone was still sleeping. I went into the bathroom and looked at my self. I started to cry while I stared at myself. I dropped down and started to sing saviour. I really love that song and it felt like a good time.

I heard a knock on the door and opened it up to see Ashley shirtless in his boxers. "oh, sorry I was just...." I said then he pushed me out smiling, shaking his head and I shrugged. I went back outside to continue singing. If I didn't finish a song then I would just keep crying.

As I was singing I heard foot steps from outside behind me. I was scared then I was my mother. I got up and went inside running to the back to hide. Ashley came out and came to me. "What's wrong?" I just sat there until I heard..."Come out here you fucking freak! I'm taking you home if you like it or not!" my mother scaremed and Ash ran out, then Jinxx, Jake, and CC. Andy came in the back with me and put me in him lap. He started humming saviour which I love and I cryed in his bare chest.

As I finally calmed down everyone came back in and I was still with Andy. I looked up at him and stared into his eyes. He looked back and did the same as he leaned in slowly. I got up and went to the bathroom. And you can guess what I did. Yes I cut.

"Andy is she okay?" Ashley asked him. "I don't know. I hope." she replied and sounded sad. I just stayed in there and was thinking. Am I going to live with them?

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