the day with ashley.....why now?

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We are walking in the mall and we stop at a Starbucks to have some coffee. Ashley got a pumpkin spice mocha, and I got a peppermint hit chocolate. We sat down at a table and it was silent until I spoke up. "Ashley, I'm sorry you saw my scars...I forgot all about them until you saw them. I'm so so sorry." I told him with tears falling down my cheeks. He wiped away my tears and looked sad but gave me a little smile. "Star. I'm not mad at you, I'm upset yes just not mad. I can see your going through a lot in this period of time in your life, but there is no need to cut. I have done that before, but I stopped because I thought of my friends, family and I future of being a fucking awesome bass player for a fucking bad ass band. Star, I don't want you doing this. It makes me worry about you even more to know that you do this. I know we haven't gotten to know each other a lot but your like my little sister. And I don't want to see my little sis to get hurt." he put his hand on mine and looked at me with his big brown eyes. I smiled and so did he.

We sat down for alittle more getting to know each other more. He told me how he got into the hard rock music and his old band. I never knew that he, the Ashley Purdy, singing in his own band. I smiled when he told me. We got up and I saw a Hot Topic around the corner and I ran to it. Ashley followed behind and he started laughing and I gave him an odd face.

"What are you laughing at Mr.?" I asked with a smirking face. "Nothing just you running like a fucking 5 year old in a toy store." he said laughing and I just sighed and walked inside to the BVB merch. I wasn't sure if anything was new but it looked like it. Ash came over and looked at then as well. He was starring at the shirts with Andy and made a weird noise. "What's that for sir?" I said looking at him with a smile. "They all have Andy in the middle. And look! One with just him. And he is where a boob would go! I want that to be me." he said pouting and fake crying. I just laughed at him and got a new shirt, two braclets, a necklace, and a sweeter. Ashley looked at me and gave me a shirt that said."purdylisous" in the middle. I just smiled and put it with my stuff.

After we were done at the mall we went back to the bus. When we walked in Andy came rushing to me and hugest me tight. "I wrote you a note Andy..." I said trying to hug back. "I was so fucking worried star! Please call me or something besides a stupid note." he said with an angery tone. "I'm not ten Andy! I was fine! Your not the boss of me!" I shouted. "Well I need to know where the hell you are so I wont be worried!" he shouted back and I just stormed off the bus. I walked to a lake and sat down crying. I didn't know what to do. I was lost. Andy was mad at me for having a day with Ash. He's like my brother and Andy hates it. If he hates it so much then I should just stay by his side and never leave. But I can't do that. I just need to be alone now. I need a home. But is that home?

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