𝑃ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑝ℎ𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑠 | 𝐶𝐻𝐴𝑁𝐿𝐼𝑋

𝕱𝖎𝖛𝖊

Dear pixxie,

The constellations I stare at in the night sky were nothing compared to the constellations scattered across your cheeks.
You were sunshine but somehow
at the same time you were like the nightsky

I feel like the stars on your cheeks that you hated oh so much, were the small glimpse we got of the saddness in your eyes.
Cause you, just like the night sky
were full of secrets, oh so beautiful but we know so little about.

It breaks my heart, I still hear innie cry
himself to sleep saying your name
Do you regret leaving us?
I regret not being able to make you stay.
Im scared that one of the others
will go like that too
I miss you more everyday
I could've helped lix

You say you weren't strong but you were the strongest person I knew
How can someone be so broken but act so happy? How can someone pretend so well?

"I really tried my best, but the voices in my head ate away at me. I was just holding everyone back in the end so this had to be the best outcome"
That's what you wrote.

Sincerely, channie