𝑃ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑝ℎ𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑠 | 𝐶𝐻𝐴𝑁𝐿𝐼𝑋

𝕾𝖎𝖝

Dear pixxie,

Today we left the dorms for a meet and greet.
All the stays were so concerned.
They even sang a song for you, it was your favourite.
A little braver
I sing it to myself most nights
'When it gets hard a get a little stronger now, I get a little braver now'
I now understand why that song was always your favourite

this is already my sixth letter, but don't worry
It will be one of my last.
That I'll put neatly in a pastel yellow envelope
You loved the colour yellow
It was like the sun, like you.
But you were more of a pastel yellow now that I think of it, always bright and happy on the outside but soft and fragile. Yellow can be the brightest colour but also the most sorrowful.

"I'm sorry Jeongin, I was never the best hyung. I should of been better for you, you'll grow up really well, I know it! Your already so much more mature since debut. 2 hours ago I gave you one last hug, you were really busy and stressed so I'm sorry I burdened you. But I couldn't go without feeling your embrace one more time, my favourite Maknae ♡︎"
That's what you wrote.

Sincerely, channie