To be With You (completed)

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"You're not disappointing me my grandson" proudly lolo said, when our families got dinner gathering..

I bought sasha too, just to tell everybody Zania's pregnancy..
Bakas na bakas ang gulat sa mga mata ng daddy ni Zania, hindi ko makuhang ngisihan ito dahil tatay parin ito ng taong mahal ko..

I saw on how happy Arguz be, they're congrats us for having our Zania's first baby, so am I?
We were so happy eating and talking for our wedding plan, when suddenly sasha saying her goodbye, and to my surprise sasha's eyes are wet, did she cries?

Nagmamadali itong tumakbo paalis and because I was worried nagpaalam ako sa mga ito na susundan si sasha saglit..

I run just to catch her I called her name too many times, but she just ignored me! Wtf is going on?

Ng makalabas kami ay agad na tumakbo si sasha sa may gilid at nagpapara ng taxi, but luckily no one available to let her in..
Kaya naabutan ko ito and worrying to touch her chin to face me..

"Hey, what's wrong? Hmm? Tal-"

Before I finish my words she cuts me, by kissing my lips..
Nanlalaki ang mga mata kong hinawakan ang magkabilang balikat nito at mahinang tinulak ito, what the heck!? She knows I'm married and I was inlove with Zania

Mas nagulat ako ng magsimula ng tumulo ang luha nito..

"P-please *huk j-just one last kiss C-Clyde" pagmamakaawa nito..

Iiling nasana ako para tanggihan ito ngunit mabilis nanaman nitong sinakop ang labi ko, itutulak ko na sana ito ng maramdaman ang mahigpit na hawak nito sa polo ko..

I know it was bad, but seeing sashain despair.. guiltiness eating me!

Humiwalay ito at mukang huminahon na, malungkot at tipid na ngumiti ang dilag

"C-can we talk tomorrow Clyde? I-Im tired" pagmamakaawa nito..

Tumango lamang ako at malungkot na nginitian ito..
Ako nasana ang papara ng masasakyan nito ng mabilis na hinawakan nito ang braso ko para pigilan

"Pwede bang ikaw nalang ang maghatid sakin? Please?" Anya pa dito

Hindi ko ito magawang tanggihan dahil sa nakikitang lungkot at sakit nito sa mga mata, ano nalamang ang sasabihin ng ate nito sa kabilang buhay? Baka dalawin ako nito

Balak ko sanang isabay sa paguwi si Zania ng sinabi ng mga itong sumunod sakin..
So I called her, but her number out of reach

Nakaramdam ako ng kaba pero hinatid ko si sasha..
I was planning to get home when emergency from our corp suddenly came up!

Damn this timing!

Nagsunod sunod dumating ang lahat ng mga problema ko sumabay pa si Sasha na nalaman kong buntis ito at iniwan ng boyfriend daw, I was so mad and pursuing her to tell me who's this fucking guy who leave her! But disappointed on her..

Sasha is LD and intelligent even a smart girl I've ever known, a soft spoker too, but why would she let this happened!

Mas naging busy ako dahil halos lumabas lahat ng mga traydor sa mga ka business namin!

"Cut all their holders off Liyo and filed a case to them" holding myself to yell at my secretary Liyo.. massaging my bridge of nose and letting heavy breath..

What the heck is this?

Nakakalimutan ko ng gampanan ang mga gampanin ko kay Zania even our baby check up ay nakalimutan ko na..

I was so scared when sasha called me and saying the goodbyes words so I don't have choice but to be with her more than to my wife..

Kapag umuuwi ay nahihiya akong tumingin dito so I can't stay with her, but I promise to get everything back I missed..
Babawi ako pagnatapos ang lahat ng ito..