I can't fall for you

Talking to Haz

I walk down the hall to his room. I knock. He answers wearing his greenbay packers hoodie and sweatpants. He looked cuddly.Except for his lips still swollen and eyes still red. I instantly feel bad for thinking it.  He tells me to come in and I sit on his bed.

"Haz, I want to know whats wrong" I say

"Nothing its fiine" He replies

"You always help me through my problems so I'm here for you." I say.

"Lets go up to the roof. I need some air" He says. His eyes water up again but he blinks it away. We walk up to the roof silently.  We get there after a couple minutes.

"Okay Haz spill it." I say

"I can't, It could be threatening to the band and you" He says

"It doesn't matter it won't go beyond us talking right here" I say

"Thats sorta the problem" He says the tears coming back  to his sweet sullen lips. I wipe them away.

"What?" I say.

"Here it goes, I guess, Casey I love you, and I have loved you since I heard you talking to that Neil guy at that party. I couldn't say anything because I had a date, but I really wanted to talk to you. As my date left, I went to find you, but Eleanor said you had left with Niall. I decided I couldn't do that to Niall so I decided just to be there as your friend, but now its getting just to much." He says and tears started to fall from his face.

"Oh Harry!" I say not knowing what to say wiping away his tears.

"I understand If you don't want to speak to me anymore, Niall and Zayn already know how I feel about you" He says.

"Are you crazy? Harold Edward Styles you are so sweet. I would go crazy witho----He interupts me with a kiss to the lips. I try to slip away, but it feels so right. The spark between us was crazy. It was better than Niall's kiss. This time I don't feel bad for thinking it, but at the same time I do. I needed this. Finally, our lips seperate. He smiles his dimples are adorable. I realize I can't fall for him, but i already had.

"If I had these lips on mine everyday, everyday would be the best day of my life," He said looking into my eyes.

"Hazza, What do i do I'm stuck in the middle now." I say His smile dissolves.

"I don't know, I know this isn't fair to you. He says kissing my lips again.

"It isn't fair to me or Niall or you" I say, "I can't split the band up"

" If it does it was for the better" He says, "Let me talk to Niall" . He grabs my chin and kisses me. He tastes wonderful. I have fallen for someone I was forbidden to fall for. Here come the consequenses. 

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