I can't fall for you

the hotel

Louis, sophia, and Eleanor load up in the car and head back to the hotel im so afraid. Is he going to break up with me? I hope not I couldn't deal with myself. I just hated myself for letting that happen. Louis and the girls kept whispering comforting things but none of it helped. I was numb. As we arrived at the hotel my heart hurt. The unknown factor hurt. We walked up the strairs to the elevator station. We stepped in. I didn't know what to do so I just fought back tears. The elevator reached our floor the girls hugged me, and I stepped out. Zayn was there waiting for me.

"He's passed out now Casey" he says

"I swear I thought it was him, Zayn I swear" I cried zayn wiped the tears from my face. 

"I know that love, and so does he" zayn says, "Hes just drunk and stressed out. He really didn't think his "friend" would do that to him."

"He told me that I was just using me for his money" I cry.

"I know but he told me thats where he screwed up he knew he was wrong when he said it." said zayn

"Am I okay to go sleep with him?" I ask.

"I don't know he's might drunk" zayn says, "Go sleep in Harry's room he has two beds I will sleep with Niall"

"Are  you sure" I ask

"Yeah you can talk to him in the morning Goodnight love" Zayn says giving me a hug and an assuring smile

I walk into Harry's room. I told him what Zayn said. He said it was fine. I laid in the bed for a while not able to sleep. I needed a bit of fresh air. Just a bit of it. I walk onto the roof and stand on the extended balcony. I am at peace. Harry soon comes out onto the balcony.

"Cant sleep?" Harry asks 

"No, what am I supposed to say to him?" I ask

"Just let the love live through you" He says

"You sound like one of your tweets" I say with a light laugh

"'maybe so, but its good advice" He says

"Yeah it is, so why are you up?" I ask

"Can't sleep either, I just get so tired of being lonely, you know? He says

" Yeah I know, You'll find someone Hazza" I say lovingly

"I hope so, it's just so hard out on the road you know, I try to find that right girl, but its like i never say the right words. Even if I do out of the millions of girls that "love" me who Actually does? who loves me for me? Its a one in 7 billion chance I find her, that's a slim chance." He explains

"I doubt this helps" I say as I wrap my arms around him in a hug," but I will hug you anyway."

He smiles.

"Thanks, I feel much better." We walk back to his room and he gives me a slight kiss on the cheek and we get in our beds and fall asleep. Tomorrow I talk to Niall.

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