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Amatullah trembled in fear, pain was evident in her every move, just a look and one will know how broken she is from inside and outside.

"I want to go home Maryam" it came out like a whisper but sweetly and broken

The pangs registered in her were still spreading across every part of her, she needed to scream or disappear forever. Enveloped in a parcel pain and her pieces were laying on the floor in different directions
It'll take time and a good person has to come into my life before these pieces will be gathered anf fixing them back is not possible because no one would like to fix a broken girl like me, she thought inwardly her eyes fixed on the ceiling

The scary man had left the room before Abdulrahim rushed to his sister who was sobbing and a furious Maryam panting. He left to look for the man but he had left
Abdulrahim and Maryam sat in a bubble of silence romancing the air for it was a silent but brutal one, they were looking at the quiet Amatullah who was laying on the bed, tears staining each sides of her face and was really deep in her agonizing thoughts
Abdulrahim's phone ringing tore apart the silence and he quickly hit on the answer button

He felt series of laughter filling his ears and deep down to his core "I once told your family that I'll always be a step ahead of all of you, I passed in front of you and even shook hands with you but you were foolish to understand your niece or nephew's father"

Those words hit Abdulrahim really hard, it just occurred to him that he shook hands with someone outside but he couldn't see his face clearly coz he wore a face mask. Subhanallah!

"Stop it, stop conflicting my sister. Leave us alone you have done enough damage let us he we don't need you" Abdulrahim said to him almost yelling

"What is stopping you all from reporting to the police or taking me to court, no evidence huh!?" The unknown man laughed evily

"Son of a bi***" Abdulrahim yelled at him

Amatullah sat on her butt and Maryam was looking at him with shock clearly visible on both their faces

"I want to talk to him" Amatullah managed to speak
Abdulrahim's world came to a halt when he realized he was still in the room
What is going on!!!

The scary man let out a  wicked laughter before hanging up, Abdulrahim slowly slid the phone in his pocket and stood up to leave, one his hands were glued to the knob he heard his sister's voice

"For how long will everyone keep on lying to me!? Does the truth bite? No it doesn't" she asked rhetorically with a broken voice
Maryam's eyes welled up with tears but she knew it wasn't a good idea to cry in front of her patient for it'll shatter her and make her loose hope
Abdulrahim slowly turned and faced her
"Fave..." He started and the words stuck on his tongue, his words were disappointing him.

Maryam finally spoke "Amatullah our session starts today, I'll tell you everything"
She signaled Abdulrahim to leave the room and she moved closer to Amatullah

What a bad timing, Maryam thought

"I said I want to go home Maryam" Amatullah spat again

Maryam's heart skipped a bit, she swiftly reached for her phone and dialed Ya Khadijah's number
After speaking with Ya khadijah for some minutes she returned to Amatullah
"Doctor KTY said she'll complete all the formalities and then we'll go home today" Maryam said

Amatullah turned sideways and shut her eyes without uttering a single word

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The KTY'S returned back home with Maryam so Amatullah's therapy will be holding in their home. Amatullah and Maryam are in the same room so things will move smoothly

Amatullah so much hates the smell of hospital and antispectic. She took her bath, slipped into a grey sweatpants and blue top. Maryam settled beside Amatullah on the bed. Once they both relaxed Amatullah's question sprayed fear in Maryam's heart
"Maryam tell me everything please"

Maryam sat up on her butt "Amatullah are you sure you are ready for it now?"

Amatullah nodded indicating a yes

Maryam smiled at her "so tell me, do you want to share anything with me or you prefer to write it in a diary?"

"I prefer to talk" she answered simply

Maryam nodded

"Amatullah!" She called softly

"Uhmmm"

Maryam held her hand 
"I'm truly sorry but you are carrying a child in your womb, I'm sorry Amatullah, you need to be strong"

"A child!" Painful tears rolled down her cheeks making her weak and dumb to her own self
She managed to speak again "I want to see Haydar"

Maryam was shocked "who is Haydar?"

"He's my friend, please I want to see him, it's really important I want to tell him something" Amatullah sobbed clutching on her pillow

"Okay I'll inform your mom" Maryam answered standing up

Amatullah protested "No need to call anyone I have his number, just call him and tell him I want to see him please"

Maryam felt defeated and broken as she watched a fellow lady in pain carrying her rapist's child

"Okay Amatullah, give me his digits"

Maryam dialed Haydar's number and he picked after 3 rings, Haydar was surprised to see an unknown number

"Assalamu alaikum" came a lady's voice through the phone breaking his thoughts into million pieces

"Wa alaikumu Salam" he answered quickly

"I am Maryam Muhammad Hassan, Amatullah's therapist, she wants to see you. She said it's really important" Maryam shoved it all at once

A therapist!

Amatullah!

She wants to see me!

It's important!

Subhanallah! What is going on!?

"Hello are you there?" Maryam asked shattering his confusing thoughts yet again

"Yes yes" he stammered

"Okay I'll be there soon" he added with a confused expression laced in his voice

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I bet no one saw this coming, she wants to see Haydar....🤔

I'm sorry my ppl, I've been busy sleeping, eating and watching Indian movies... Sorry sweethearts I'm lazy😁

Trust me I'm here planning something for the next chapters😈

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