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About Time || Chapter Four

Rainbow Adams.....

It has been exactly two weeks that Nurse Mica has been treating me like a goddamn baby, honestly I always think this guy is a fucking goddess but his really starting to make me not like him and that's bugging me. I mean his the first guy I came in contact with and that's like a first for me because I don't really care much to be in someone's company other than Lily but she's my nurse and best friend that I trust with my life. Like literally my life is in her hands once I die or I don't know.

''Bow, time for your medication did you eat your lunch that I made earlier for you?'' Nurse Mommy Mica was in the house ladies and gentlemen looking good as ever in a black T-shirt and dark blue jeans with his nurse coat. ''Yes, you told me a million times to eat and rest. Why can't I just go out and see Lily at the front desk?'' I actually missed Lily annoying me and pulling the sheets off from me. Our talks of me being depressed and lonely then she would slap me and tell me to enjoy my life for the time that I have left. ''Lily is very busy at the moment that's why I was signed to be your second nurse, Bow you know this I've been telling you this for the past two weeks.'' Mica was clearly tired of me acting like a child and just not paying attention to my shit like Lily does. 

''Yes, but you have to understand that I'm still getting used to you being around. Lily is my first nurse and best friend, can you at least tell her to see me when she's free?" I asked with a puppy look on my face. What the fuck am I twelve? Geez I need to get a grip sometimes.

"Alright, I'll try to get a hold of her while she's on her break. But please Bow, eat your food so you can take your medication." he looked very irritated at this point and well I don't blame him for it. Then again I warned him and by the looks of it, he did not listen.

"Fine, I'll eat and take my medication if you let me go outside." I really want to go outside and see the world. I never gone out much, because obviously as you know that I have cancer and super depressed about it. Do I have family? Yes I do. But that's not important. A story for another day.

"Are you sure Bow? I mean you've never really talked about leaving your room ever since I started working here and Lily told me that you best be better off staying in your room here. We don't want anything happening to you." Wow. He actually gives a shit, I'm surprised.

"Well you can always come with me, you know, be my bodyguard or some shit. Please I want to see the world, make the most of my life while I'm still alive Mica. Please?" He looked me dead in the eye, searching for any sign of backing down but found nothing. Then he stepped closer towards me again like last time.

"Rainbow, if anything happens to you that's on me and Lily. I know you want to see the world as much as I do, but you have to understand we monitor you everyday, do check-ups to see if there is any improvement and making sure you're eating healthy. That's a everyday routine that needs to be done. Do you understand? " He said as he looked at me for some type of different answer that he'll get from me but my mind is sticking to this and it'll stay like that.

I understood very well, my health at the moment is at risk but I have to do something with this life, with this body before it will be taken away from me. For once God make feel alive inside and live the life that you gave me.

"I understand Mica, but please if you were to have cancer and had a few months to live, would you stay in your house and die lonely with fifteen of your cats eating the remaining of you?" I stared at him, waiting for a damn answer coming out of those kissable lips. Fuck I almost forgot how hot he is. Damn.

He looked at me and finally said what I have been longing to hear for this moment.

"Alright Bow, we're going to leave this hell hole and see the fucking world" He said with a grin forming on his gorgeous face.