"I hate you"- b.williams

•{13}•

Putting on my oversized yellow hoodie, I made my way downstairs after applying a little bit of makeup. "You out of bed", said Anthony while smiling, he was always sweet and nice to me.

I sat on the red couch while all the others boys sat in front of the camera or behind, I was sitting next to Kio. Quinton was painting his nails further away which made me chuckled, he looked even more like Jaden. "What's up you guys? I'm here with Bryce, Emma and Kio. He's not always on these because-...", Josh started before Bryce cut him off.

"He's usually in his bed, jacking off", he followed while Kio looked mildly uncomfortable which made me laugh. "And, Emma hasn't been on teatok for awhile so we brought her back", Josh said while I chuckled before laughing. "If Quinton keeps rolling his fucking chair, imma lose my shit", I said while looking st the teenager who shrugged at me.

"Yeah Jaden, can you fuck off?", questioned Bryce while Kio and I chuckled. "My name is Quinton, I look like Jaden", the two boys said while imitating Quinton. "He's painting his nails", Kio said while hitting his forehead. "Just like Jaden", I followed while the teenager flipped me off. "I don't think he does", "Yeah he does", Bryce answered Josh while we all chuckled.

"You want me to say something, but I'm not going too", Quinton just proceeded to say while we went back to teatok. I couldn't really focus on the teatok, my mind kept drifting away from it but I kept a smile on my face.

When the boys finished the video, I decided to go straight back to my room and put my phone on my tripod. "Hey guys", I said in a shakily voice while the views kept going up. I was reading comments before smiling softly when I saw Tristan's name appear. "Where are you? I'm at the Sway house, I've been here for over a week now", I said smiling at my phone.

"What happened during the live? Umm...it's just sometimes things don't work out and you can't explain it, and you know it's wrong but you can't help yourself", I said smiling while feeling a tear fall down my cheek. "I haven't stopped crying for the past week but the boys have really pushed through and I'm thankful for them", I said while whipping away my tears.

"What happened between you and Bryan? Nothing, nothing happened between Bryan and I. He's a friend, I consider him a super close friend but sometimes friends have arguments but that's it", I smiled while getting a comment from Tyler. "Please come back, I miss you", I ready while biting my lip. "I miss you too Ty, maybe I'll swing by the house today", I brushed it off before hearing a knock on my door.

"Hey, shit sorry", I heard Bryce say before chuckling. "It's fine, sit", I said smiling while he walked towards me and kissed my forehead. "I wanted to make sure that you're okay", he whispered in my ear while I nodded. "It's been hard but I'm fine, can you grab me some cookies?", I questioned while making my pouting face, he sighed loudly before getting up. "Fine, you owe me a kiss", he chuckled while I stocked my tongue out.

"Is Bryce dating Addison? No, he's not, I don't know if they're talking but Addison's my wife. Love this girl, she's gorgeous and talented so everyone go follow her", I said chuckling before getting two messages from Tyler and Chris. "I'll go live later, love you babies", I said before ending it and going to check my messages.

boo🦋
-are you coming to the house today?
love you xx

husband 💍
-I miss you
please come home

I smiled at the boys messages before going in the shower, I washed everything and decided to look my best. I was tired of being sad over a boy who didn't appreciate me, so I got dressed to impress. As I walked into the living room, all eyes were on me and the boys howled.

"Dang!!! I might be pregnant", I heard Blake scream which made me chuckled. We all took some bomb ass pictures together before I drove back to the Dream LA house. As I got to the house, my heart started racing and I knew Shalynn was still here, she wasn't leaving for another 2 weeks but I didn't care.

I opened the door and saw the boys sitting at the table. "Missed me?", I questioned before getting hugged by 5 pair of arms. I chuckled and looked at all of them, except Bryan who had stayed with Shalynn. "Bitch! I fucking missed you", said a Tristan while kissing my cheek. "Missed you too, cuzzo", I chuckled while he flipped me off.

Chris looked at me sadly before whispering in my ear that we would talk later, Dayne full on cupped my face and pressed his lips on mine. "Don't ever fucking leave again", he said while looking into my eyes. "I promise", I said while we pinky promised before Tristan frowned his eyebrows. "You guys a thing-?", "No, no", Dayne and I both said chuckling while the boys nodded.

Tyler has wrapped his arm around my shoulders and held me closer to him, I could smell his cologne. "My vibe queen, I missed you", he said in my ear while burying his face in my neck. "I missed you too, king", I said chuckling softly as he held onto me tightly. Shalynn came to say hi and I gave her a quick nod before following Chris to his room.

"I'm going to scream, okay, it's not against you but against Bryan okay?", he questioned while I nodded before he took a deep breath. "How can you be so ducking stupid?! She's literally perfect, and everything you wanted but you take time for someone who doesn't even think about you that way?!! This bitch would give you her kidney so you could live but you chose her, what the fuck man?!!!,", he said before throwing some books on the floor. I was curled up in his bed, lowkey scared because I've never seen Chris mad like that.

"I don't care Chris, baby, I'm over it. I don't care if when she leaves he tries to flirt his way back to me, I'm over it", I said taking his hand while he took a deep breath. "Why
can't he not see shit?", he questioned as I heard the door open to reveal Dayne, Tristan, Tyler and Darius standing there and looking at us.

"We're sorry, Em", said Darius while I looked at him confused. "I had to tell them", Dayne said while I nodded not really caring anymore. "It's fine, don't worry", I said chuckling while they all sat down and closed the door. "Em, you should've told me", Tristan told me while I chuckled softly. "Telling you? You would've beaten him up, Tris", he gave me a "not wrong" look which made everyone laugh.

"How you've been holding up?", question Tyler while I sighed loudly. "A lot of days where I just don't leave my bed, and others were I just want to get drunk and forget everything", I said laughing while they all frowned there eyebrows. "It was a joke, they made my humour really messed up", I said talking about the Sway boys while they nodded.

"We saw you cry on live like four times, Chris cried with you", Dayne said while I turned around to look at my bestfriend who hide under a pillow. "You did?", I questioned while they all nodded. "Awww Chris, baby, I didn't mean to leave you or any of you. I was just being selfish, but I'm here now and I'm not leaving", I said smiling while hugging all of them.