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Chapter 11 Niall

Three weeks later

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NiallHoran: Missing this girl a bit bad today. Colby took these while they came to visit the other week. It's been hard not being able to call her or FaceTime. I just want everything to go back to how it used to be. Now how it is now. I miss her so fucking much it's not even funny anymore. I really just want her back. The last time we talked as two weeks ago. I just watch the old videos I have of her and smile bc that's all I have to hear her voice. I know what you will say why can't you go watch videos on her instagram. Guys we promised we wouldn't do that.  We promised we wouldn't go to each other's pages while on this break. And I'm respecting that. Hopefully soon she'll be back in my arms and we will be cuddling again. And that day I can't wait for.  Because I have absolutely no one to cuddle with. She's the only one I cuddle. I don't cuddle the boys because they don't do good cuddles. And I've told them that and they understand. They know how much I love Liam's cuddles more than theirs. Every time I wasn't with her I'd just stay away bc I really  just wanted liam there. Idc how many times I say it. It's so fucking hard not being able to talk to my best friend in the whole entire world. I just wanna cry some days. It's so fucking hard so hard not being able to go to her when we are on our little break next week. Next week I'm just gonna stay home while the others go out. Spending time by myself. I think that's what I need. Just sometime to myself. So I won't be posting on anything next week. I hope y'all understand.

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